My Mental Moshpit

Sudden snakes in my brain what a waste are my inaudible cries mental welts I give myself because I made you leave now you hate me screw my life it's all just too hard to believe Inaudibly I crumble and fall into the dirt don't bury me, just leave me here dead inside, inert I died the day you left me I'd never felt so hurt Hope in the shape of Zoloft just doesn't do the trick I read our chats over and over and the flogging bud of failure knowing how much I lost leaves me feeling sick you said I was toxic maybe that's true I only know I've never loved anyone the way I love you my mental mosh pit, my hodgepodge mind I feel so much, but I'll never say and the snakes in my brain will probably never go away