Maud the Maid
I saw her bucket in hand, standing aside the stage
Hidden by the screen from prying eyes. Her face
Telling a story of pride and equal shame. I felt rage
For suddenly I was looking at mother again. Trace
Her line of sight and find a girl, a valedictorian far
From the right, uneasy about where her cast eyes
Spell in silence. She is afraid of the truth's blind scar,
The woman using a screen for vantage and disguise.
Not the scholar, young and frightened, is my thesis
But the woman behind the screen. Familiar this face,
From cradle to struggle of a nation through its crisis;
This woman epitomizes the history unsung in the race.
Her eyes turned up when whip crack whelped the skin,
When children with milk dripping mouth taken away
Left her grimace nor groan, but solemn prayer within
Her flattened chest, O worn to rest, covenanted a day.
Day upon day of the woman has past, and weeks too
And months for posturing, and years for academic
Class to spins its theories, and denied her voice a due
For putting them in paper paradise of dreams. Vortic
Agendas that despise the only reality in her eyes. I
Must, with mightier than sword, then fight for women
Still. We who had nothing before will vaunt to the eye,
I grant the waste of freedom, but dread the slow omen.
A black man knows where a woman is coming from. I
Understand the warrior behind the screen. I greet you,
Sister, daughter, mother, wife - and heroine now to die
With them already dead but alive, for them alive like you
And already dead in the stronger mesh of global revenue.
(incomplete)
Copyright © David Smalling | Year Posted 2012
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