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In These Shoes of Sulk

In the fry oil of your frustration,
You've turned into someone stranger than fiction, by your callous action 
A heartless love affair had it your way and I was having a good day
Until you and I were led astray by disarray and disapproved yay

My...heart...is...torn...apart...
The moment you and I decide to depart
My...heart...is...torn...apart...
The silly words you say had no heart
My...heart...is in pieces because of your teasing
Because of the greasy things you say...unappealing
You expect me to accept you
Old enough to earn respect too
My young heart was innocent from the start
You were passing in the isles of my Walmart 
Searching over me for any hints of vanity
Realizing that you can read through me possibly 
Enough with your sanity, with your fatality 

Pleased to see you stay a while, even if we both make it in the long run 
Whimpering like a lost, orphan child
Enjoyed to hear your voice in my ear with a slight smile...we be having fun 
Carved on your volcanic face, oh so wild 

Where have you been all my foolish life?
Where were you in the wake of awful strife?
Bittersweet, discreet shame embraced me 
Don't leave me now...feeling eager, ecstatic envy

Save me from the wave of unwavering cravings 
My heart is torn apart in pieces, receiving black mailings
I'm the freak of nature by your side
I'm going insane, for you aren't truly mine when you hide and subside 
Take me to my heavenly haven abode,
Not to your hell freeway road...your sarcastic, sinister ode

Sugar-coated sham, an enraged ram
Breaks my bones of bravery
I'm ready for anything, oh oh yes I am 

Pump up the volume of my vitality 
Step it off with your extreme creativity...
Use it wisely
Muse it precisely 

You cut me in slices and threw me into the hot oil
I only wanted to feed the spoil by taking them out to In 'n Out
I toil in my grief when you deceived me with brief relief to water down my soil
What about you pour a sun on me for an instant without a doubt
Water me down with remedies of radiance and I performed my lovely merry dance 
It doesn't matter anymore, you don't mind my hurt, it's not of any single significance 

I miss you, but of course there's nothing new, woohoo 
I'm unhappy because you're not all that......satisfied
Nervous breakdowns awfully through and through 
I'm snappy because I'm, you know, Jackal and Hyde  
Show respect and display me in the jar of your cranium and your yucky livers of under above love
In a bit, I will taste the intriguing aftertastes of your encouraging embarrassment I've sympathized as I fluttered away like a crowdove

The tiger got out of the cage of rage
Oh great, we are on the same old page
I ended up losing it all when I made my-my leave
I don't wanna live without you as I...g-grieve 

I got your back and I'm taking sides now 
I'm like Bella, picking Edward instead of Jacob
Somehow, you've got me attached to you, wow 
I don't have a job as of now, so I sit here and...s-sob

That's what it's like in my shoes of sulk 
It comes in a package that is of big bulk

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015




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