I Never Knew

I never knew By lady Arabella I never knew how much I needed you until you was no longer there I never knew how much it would hurt that you act like you don’t care I never knew what love was until the void no matter what I did could not be filled I never knew how much it hurt and how much I’d have to be strong willed I never knew I’d miss you as the sun rises and your not there to say good morning How heavy my heart feels and how I feel like I’m in mourning I never knew how much I’d miss our conversations and the way you say my name I never knew how much I wish you’d feel the same I never knew how hard your ignorance would hurt You didn’t have to be so kirt I tried so hard to be apart of your life and for you to see me I never wanted to not have you apart of my life and be completely free I never knew how much I’d think of you and just want to hear your voice and ask if I’m okay So I could say I never knew how much I wanted you apart of my life Even after all this strife If you’d just listen maybe you could see I never knew how much I needed you and wanted you to want me I never knew how much I wish you’d say the same and this nightmare end I never knew how much I needed you even as my friend Because when you care it dosnt stop you wanting the best You wasn’t just like all the rest And I never knew I needed you and that I wish you could see But I guess the person I needed dosnt need me