I Never Knew
I never knew
By lady Arabella
I never knew how much I needed you until you was no longer there
I never knew how much it would hurt that you act like you don’t care
I never knew what love was until the void no matter what I did could not be filled
I never knew how much it hurt and how much I’d have to be strong willed
I never knew I’d miss you as the sun rises and your not there to say good morning
How heavy my heart feels and how I feel like I’m in mourning
I never knew how much I’d miss our conversations and the way you say my name
I never knew how much I wish you’d feel the same
I never knew how hard your ignorance would hurt
You didn’t have to be so kirt
I tried so hard to be apart of your life and for you to see me
I never wanted to not have you apart of my life and be completely free
I never knew how much I’d think of you and just want to hear your voice and ask if I’m okay
So I could say
I never knew how much I wanted you apart of my life
Even after all this strife
If you’d just listen maybe you could see
I never knew how much I needed you and wanted you to want me
I never knew how much I wish you’d say the same and this nightmare end
I never knew how much I needed you even as my friend
Because when you care it dosnt stop you wanting the best
You wasn’t just like all the rest
And I never knew I needed you and that I wish you could see
But I guess the person I needed dosnt need me
Copyright © lady Arabella | Year Posted 2023
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