House of Bondage

In a house of bondage do I dwell.
Trapped.
Haunted is my soul.
I roam from room to room-
Lost within myself.
A prisoner of depression-
Lost to a lifetime of bad decisions….
Without hope.
I wander down the halls
Adorned with painful heartaches.
I nourish my soul at the table
Of frustrated ambition
And drag my wounded spirit
To my bed each night.
I cover my soul with affliction
And once again greet each morning
In infirmity, fear, anger, 
And bittersweet remorse.
Will I ever find that one door
That will open and set me free
From this house of bondage?
Will I ever discover
The healing power of Love?
Will I even recognize Love
When it knocks on the door of my soul?
I implore all the spirits that be-
Tear down these wailing walls…
Destroy my stubborn pride-
Demolish these chains
Of resentment and rejection.
Spirit of Liberty and Life-
My soul cries for you!
Spirit of Freedom and of Victory-
Fight for this lost spirit
Trapped inside
This house of bondage.


© Amada Gonzalez

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013



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Date: 1/2/2016 2:42:00 AM
I enjoyed the read, Amada...You have captured the mood well! My best regards! :-) john
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Date: 8/12/2013 7:57:00 AM
Nice poem Amanda. Strong feelings are disposed in this piece.
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Amada Gonzalez
Date: 8/12/2013 8:18:00 AM
Thank you! :-)
Date: 8/11/2013 4:31:00 PM
i really like this poem. well written. oh! and welcome to soup. when you get a chance read my poems, we can learn from each other. and leave a comment. :)
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Amada Gonzalez
Date: 8/12/2013 7:04:00 AM
Thank you! I look forward to checking out your work and connecting with you and other poets in this site.
Date: 8/11/2013 5:48:00 AM
wow! Amada, what a poem. I can't say i know this feeling. My trapped feelings are not as deep as the amazing dark image you have here. hope you win the fight. and drop them wailing walls.. they sound scary... love love...LINDA
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Amada Gonzalez
Date: 8/12/2013 7:05:00 AM
Thank you Linda!