Genuine Sensation

Writing words that don't fit the occasion
It's as if I am lacking a genuine sensation
If only you'd stop stomping on me as if I'm the mat at your front door
My head is in the murky clouds once again and these problems in mind are hard to ignore
These problems in mind are hurting me to the core
These problems in mind are looking forward to peace in store 
 
Have mercy on me, for I am as timid and small as a mouse, running around the house, bound to fail...trailing off carelessly 
Douse me with your courage, you mighty lion in the golden prairies or I'll be hanging by my tail...falling prey to failure endlessly 
There's another way to earn back victory
There's another way to stay on track towards success...your motivation will finish your success story

There is hardly anything to say 
I had enough of this confusion I face everyday
Missing you dearly day after day 
Praying silently for rain to wash away my not-so-kind dismay
I'm willing to pay a high price to see through the positive perspective 
I'm throwing out the spoiled milk of negativity, for there's something more to give 
There's something to look forward to
There's something to live for too 

Under some pressure and I'm wasting time beyond measure
Yes, I'm aware of my wrongdoings that only gave me temporary pleasure 
But not to worry, for worrying is worthless compared to what matters most 
And what matters most right now is that I have endured through the hardships I faced in the past - it is nothing compared to butter on toast  
It is nothing compared to what I love the most 
Positivity will shoo away the gloomy and ghastly ghost 

I am through with crying over wasted hours on things that hold no significance...
Oh no, I've done it again...I keep stumbling upon guilt that should've expired long ago - my life is losing its tranquil fragrance 
Everywhere I go, I feel emotions of others flow into me without my permission
I'm glad I haven't lost touch of the goals I have in mind - goals that renew my vision
Goals that brews happiness in your mug 
Goals that doesn't sweep you under the rug

My vision that is eliminating the distractions that life throws at me and focussing mainly on my mission...
My mission that leans on my life's most important decision -
Instead of being stuck in place and letting fear take over me, 
I boldly face my nightmares with my shield of light and sword of might...so don't underestimate my strong point...that's going to produce positivity 
That's going to produce good results ultimately...possibly...
I bet it's going to produce a genuine sensation in the long run
Hopefully, it will also produce lifelong happiness that is as precious as the sun...welcoming the gracious Son 
Now I'm writing words that fit the occasion

Copyright © | Year Posted 2015



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