Filled Up To the Core

I feel empty inside Don't know exactly why I just want to hide Somehow close my eyes and die Somehow let go and die I wonder to myself, why? I feel like a worthless fly I just feel the need to cry Sweet, yet bitter and harsh as the windstorm Swept off my feet, but I'm no quitter Together, we are stronger than a bee swarm Wept for so long in grief, a regretter Follow me into the shadows of the deep Remind me to not let go and make a leap Mellow as the hollow drum beat once more The mellow melodies of my heart is in store You're in my vivacious, gracious view Who knew I would love you...who knew… Thank you for your lovely encouragement You removed from me impure resentment I'm vigorously trying to be happy in my withering skin Gloriously glowing like a sunflower in the prairie of passionate bliss Courageously crying aloud from deep down within Victoriously glowing much like the efflorescent sunshine of happiness Ah, sometimes, I feel like I've lost it all Maybe someday, I'll feel like I'm happily tall Give me a reason to move on from here Wipe your tears and face your epic fear Yeah, free your solace soul and rise above it all Be with me for an eternity and catch me if I fall Give me love from above and something more I will give you something in return, I swore you're the one that I adore Release me from horrendous sorrow Give me another life to live for tomorrow Sorry I've let you down oh so quickly Sorry I've ruined your pride of equity Oh, there are so many days and nights When I want to truly fight the good fights Can you help me? Can you cure me? Will you set me free from despondency Free your tattered and torn, forlorning spirit of blues Be gone from my sight - this massively miserable muse That negativity will vanish from our zealous sight As long as you return to me before the daylight Anyways, I've been delighted to talk to you About the many things that I've been through Thank you for understanding honestly, but to be frank with you, I'd like to thank you for your lovingkindness, for I've been hard on myself too Nightfall screams for me to give up all might All day and night, and once again, it isn't alright I will nott fall as long as you are by my side and abide there for life As long as you remove the knife from my shaking hands of ugly strife Wipe your tears and end it here - As we both hold each other dear This dream of fatality is a nightmare… But, fret not, for God is near to give us endless cheer I've been delighted to talk to you lately About the things I've conquered entirely Thank you for your patience and kindness I have been down and about, but now, I feel gladness from my heart to yours - God bless