Emotional Suicide

Last night I died I gave up this mess and I died I committed an emotional suicide I wrote out my crap list, put my conscience on the shelf Pushed aside my help ads, because a dead woman don't need no help I took along rope, tied a long knot, and tightened it around my emotions long neck My love struggled, my compassion screamed, as my body began to twitch and sweat My heart hardened, there was emptiness where there was once love before No love, No compassion, no emotions, not here not anymore No emotion can be produced; no feeling can be born Here lies a soul all battered and torn Just like a cold grave, I felt nothing, i couldn't love, I couldn't cry And nobody that saw me today, know that last night I died Last night I died I gave up this mess and I died I committed an emotional suicide -Lyric-