Domestic violence survivor killed

Domestic violence survivor killed after reporting my abusive ex husband to the fbi he’d began extreme attacks on me mental cruelty mostly first hitting me in my back with a brick I still stayed what a stupid person I guess it’s true I was a complete retarded woman too fearful or just too dumb to run for my life as I suffered severe mental illness ptsd panic attacks anxiety depression totally disabled too stupid to leave I wasn’t as smart as the women wearing badges and guns they were strong but needed my poetry and my traumatic brain injury claim to support them they met him in hotels as I lay bleeding writing poetry writing in a stupid mental health journal afraid to leave my home what an idiot social phobia’s anxiety so bad I ran back home from the market leaving my items so embarrassing a waste of a human being I was basically in hiding fearing my safety after wearing wires pregnant for the Fbi for years I needed answers I needed to be safe to my surprise my abusive husband was indeed involved with a corrupt female agent I remember her leaving notes for him in my home she also left shooting range glasses to intimidate me demanding he support her and her two children Danielle Desmond Danielle Vensor finally Danita Delmont agent leaving threats if you’re still above dirt two decades ago July 4th I was in complete shock I questioned him he lied as the terrorist threats continued fearing my safety awaiting the fbi to arrive when one of my abusive husband lover arrives with a gunman pointed at my children and I by gods grace he was killed at my feet I relocated with the help of victims compensation to my surprise these women were now full blown stalkers it was like he was some twisted leader of a cult these women would break in my home after poisoning me I lay paralysed while they removed cams and wires from my ac vents smoke detectors to monitor me in my home breaking in poking my chest to see if I’m still breathing my eyes watching but I can’t move one climbed on a stool replacing the cams the other dark one put her foot on me kicked me laughing how important they must have felt helping my abusive husband taunt me these women began taking my under garments toying with my prescription medicine pouring entire bottles into my juice I flushed them trembling why would women wearing badges have affairs with him clearly he was actually abusing me I lived on a small stipend from my disability it was then a car bomb ignited my face truth my husband was involved with Peter Gargano Ciro Gargano they were operating a strip club in Tampa I thought this is obviously where he picked up these women more terrorists threats poured in several women claiming he fathered their children now it was time for the insurance company to release funds on behalf of my traumatic brain injury the women believed he could just take my personal injury claim and support them this started severe identity theft when Danita Delmont agent Talisa shaw Jay Townsend Johnson Henry began impersonating me embezzling the traumatic brain injury claim withdrawal from Bank of America fort Myers fleeing to Appleton Wisconsin and Canada opening up chase bank accounts I feared for my safety because these women apparently had badges guns the fraud on my account the bank helped me but this made these women angry they needed my death now threats from the female agent I was devastated I was receiving brain treatment through traumatic brain injury of Florida counselling through domestic violence shelters through the knights of kindness where I found my hero who also suffered with traumatic brain injury ptsd like me a real Vietnam veteran hero caring for me years past unbelievable my abusive ex husband after two decades three wives later this cult regrouped criminal group data breach mail fraud wire fraud cyber bullying identity fraud I feared my safety all over again for years I struggled being this domestic violence survivor I needed this frightened broken bruised timid shallow person filled with fear to die I didn’t want to be her anymore I ran from this abusive man his female stable of women with badges bullying me withdrawing funds from my account using abuse of power threats of extorting my American poetry threats of killing me and my new husband a war hero I had to shed her removing her meant deleting that abusive husband I thought if I left him these women would flee in fact they did he remarried twice since I left why in the world would they return stalker trying to bully me two decades later over my American poetry perhaps more funds on behalf of my brain injury intimidation with terrorist threats breaking in my home disturbing my disabled family traumatising me and my war hero I realise that person I was who was attacked abused bullied cheated on humiliated helpless I hated her sitting in a room crying for days and days eyes puffy afraid of my shadow doctors said I am doing rest even though there is no cure for my mental illnesses must face the reality they will result in my death anyway anytime therefore I know I’m only doing better because I have to take 20 pills a day to keep me doing better for without them I’m sobbing weeping over lunch in public for Christ sake this person looking back at me in the mirror she had to die stay dead I could continue to take 20 pills a day to live or take 20 pills all at once and shatter my existence and never ever witness my abusive ex husband and his abuse of power wearing badges and guns kicking me poking me threatening me ever again so I killed her I killed a domestic violence survivor and survived my abusive ex husband and his lovers wearing badges and guns i finally understood I will never escape his abuse nor his abuse of power wearing badges and guns fixated on bullying me they are going to kill me I had only one option I ended the life of a domestic violence victim slash survivor I have been in severe Crisis I thank the Crisis team for saving my life I feel safe I feel safe I am SAFE