Demons

I prayed to God today I prayed Lord please show me the way Why is it so hard To live this life To do right by my wife To be the man To stand Without falling Without stalling To live life full of love And not let anger destroy what was sent from above To say I'm sorry To show my pain Instead of hide it Not lasing out Not Hurting you Maybe killing myself is the only way But I'm still trying And in the end the demon will be washed away And my life My heart My soul Will be reborn a new day And I can say I'm better I changed And I'll love you Till my last breath Till the end of my days