Contemplating Lovingkindness

The journey out of Egypt... It whipped me in chains of captivated reverie Unnatural liberty clearly doesn't free you and me It's all about the journey out of Egypt... Out of exile... I'll run the extra mile... Just to see you smile The clouds of smoke We don't see the road ahead... The dreaded looks of the puffed up people...they are the evil bread But, the true Bread is Christ Miracles intervene throughout our lives His timing is perfection... I was treading the wilderness of my mind's eye The wilderness of my mind's eye My mind's eye Contemplating lovingkindness Sought you with my eyes of darkness That embraced the Light of might You see my eyes, but not the trials thereof There is a place to rove and it's of above love Fearlessness and faithfulness Embraces the abyss of my helplessness But I'm Hopeful hopefully.. In pain Beautifully.. Our scars makes us precious as ever Whatever weather...we will get better My mind is a blur and I'm left so unsure I will endure and I will be that good cure... God above Provided for me in troublesome times What about you? Maybe, perhaps sometimes? Eventually, I will be forsaken by sin But, God will rescue me from within Emotionally driven by spiritual realms of radiant shine In its prime time In its prime time In its prime time Contemplating you, Contemplating me Musing and amusing The thoughts of using You oh so spiritually Moving you spiritually Affliction I shall no longer know I stray in shadows aglow I stray in shadows aglow I love goodness and grace ablow The House of the Lord wanders in my mind's eye The gist of glory - that, I cannot truly deny...deny... How time flies... How my lows has its highs How my lows has its highs Fires and ashes... Pray for our lunges Fires and ashes.. Pray for our lunges.............. Contemplating the Kingdom Where we can breathe in God's truth Contemplating His word Patience and self-control is my learning experience...like taking out a hanging baby tooth... Wisdom and understanding... I'm not all-knowing poetically technically I'm handling some enchanting Spells of happiness in heart rhythmically Righteousness and faith Has been taken away from me By wickedness' length It has been setting me off truly Job was blameless I'm guilty of distress Job was a righteous man I was a wickedness scam That's who I was and am I am a broken down dam I am a long-lost lamb... I tried to be obedient and not rebellious But, I am cursed by these sensual anxious sadness I am cursed by these sexual anxious unhappiness I tried to be happy... But I am angry at me... The adversary is near I will have no single fear The God above is judging us now I am going to be judged so bad somehow Temptation tears me apart Forlorn and torn from the start My heart hurts because of you It's the foolish things you do... You do understand, right? But, instead of thinking of negativity... I contemplate kindness.. Compassion....... Mutual, virtual empathy shines on From dusk to dawn In this modern Earth of chaos, There is still peaceful pastures of rainbow flowers amongst the many hideous weeds of doubt So, hope on.. Hop on into the bus of a day's work done