CONJURING Crimson on mY DoorsteP

Circumstances...circumcising visions of premonitions Orange sun shines on thousand seconds after dawn Not that yesterday mattered anymore Just so that you know, I'm sore...you're a bore and a flake...you're a fake and a whore...torn in tears...forlorn in fears...challenging them with cheers around here next to my family and friend peers Understand I'm not ever alone...YOU SELFISH LITTLE B - nevermind...I ain't wasting my words on you... Rage on a different page, hideously furious...in this cage of captivity...it's a pity you don't see the cuts on my wrists...conjuring crimson upon my bathroom floor...forevermore...fervently...forlorn...born to death now...somehow, lured in by shadows, who knows where the wicked wind blows... Imagining you gone...imagine? Noting this -- I have moved on -- where do i begin? Get over it...Dave the Brave, I have my wits to be alit Corny, but I'm illuminated, even intrigued by dull small talk because silence speaks louder and prouder than words, like birds, fluttering insanely...barely surviving and thriving...humility humps my mindset now... raped by rue i see you... my, oh my so much solitude and attitude of gratitude if only you knew...why... omit the abyss...enter in, happiness never exit in my mindset of eustress organically awakened by October's Sabbathia moon... not your so-called HalloweeN BS.... triggered. hope you know i'm absurd... eek! With or without you...I can speak...you don't know half i've been thru delusional daydreamer I am...I am God's WANDERING, PONDERING AND SQUANDERING lamb...YES! I am...BAM! Got a problem that I'm as robust as a ram? Man... oh, you are dashingly, abashingly skeptical of me? YOU'RE OBLIVOUS, u c? oooh, Rude...you say...you say today... shut up... true, listen... empty... Positively a door wide open without a key in it...my doorstep is dripping with blood...but, I wrap it with a handkerchief...Revelation revels through the realms of my roving mindframe....I'm not to blame...unhappiness just came...it locked me up into this game of shame...I'm not the same as you now see...I'm authentically...me...biblically...righteously...humbly me...no worries!