Beautiful Agony III

VII: Give me time... Give me time, they say it will heal But I don't want to forget the emotions I feel But that's not what I'm worried about Will the future be as happy, is what I doubt The happiness you feel I cannot describe The brain continues to blast unless I imbibe That something warmed the cockles of the heart Even though the brain didn't want to play it's part Time stood still, and yet rushed by The feelings that only the one could amplify New found braveness, but sometimes afraid So many words unspoken, so many unsaid Wonder what crystal clarity would've achieved Some kind of future I had truly believed But maybe it was all just a test To shape oneself and forget the rest VIII: Forget the rest... Forget the rest, but really, how can I Twas the most wonderful thing, I cannot deny Everything seemed bright even in the gloom The air was fragrant even if there weren't flowers to bloom There was a wide smile on the face That simply nothing untowardly could erase There was hope in every little thing  The sweetness that was only brought by that something The very thought of it puts me in a daze The giddiness, the rush, that certainly did amaze The worries the anxiety were always there But a new found serenity, satisfaction and glare It changed me for the better too For a good person I wanted to turn into Nothing ever made me feel this way That something was special, and is today IX: That something was special... That something was special, and so am I Gotta move on, a fact I can no longer deny But thinking about it makes me smile That something was rare, not from an ordinary pile The heart raced, hands and legs trembled The words frequently came out jumbled It was enchanting and deeply mesmerising To know I could feel this way, twas surprising Days seemed long, had sleepless nights All at the cost of hearts simple delights Everywhere I looked, it seemed to appear Whether it was with me, far or near The beats were amplified, the mind restless The happiness was constant, more or less But something so pretty certainly didn't last Fizzled to dust, it faded too fast