Adhd Unprotected Living Openly

I spoke those words impulsively, I didn't think them through, And now I disagree with me, Knowing you do too. We analysed at the same time, simultaneously conclude, Scrutinising my own mind, disagreeing just like you. What a stupid thing to say, Is what you say to me, Confusing if I say the same, Even though I now agree. I live aware but can't prevent the impulsive words I speak, I live with this embarrassment, An everyday repeat defeat. They say there's always one, that one is always me, And I guess what is said is done, that is just the way it be. Sorry if I am unpleasant I speak truthfully, unnecessarily and blunt, beat them down beautifully. To be honest I can't lie, when I do I'm transparent, so I live an honest life, facing what the others haven't. How can I hide my ADHD when it's so apparent, wear my heart on my sleeve, resilience my talent. It's all I know so ordinary, I said before it is defeat, not though more importantly, worn down on repeat. Some people who manipulate steer clear of reality, Denial first then stipulate, weirdos reek of vanity. They are needing this protection against things I have overcome, I'm the odd one out, the exception, strength confronting things they run. So yes I'm stupid blunt and nasty, awkwardly impulsive often, the spoken truth can be ghastly, but fake's repulsive and chosen. Project your self image as immaculate, full of wisdom and intelligence, skilled hindsight speaking accurate, foolish symptoms and pretence. I face the world that I live in, impulsiveness is not my choice, some fake the world they live in, decisiveness in a lying voice. At least I'm not scared to be me, openly showing my personality, never faking my identity, pitying those act unnaturally