A Momentary Lapse

...a true story


Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...

standing apart, the other houses still intact 
with painted jalousies and window curtains. 
She must have fallen asleep, the cigarette 
still dangling from her arthritic fingers;
I never saw her without one. 

She told me of her life in Poland during the war, 
but not her suffering, she never spoke of that. 
She smiled wanly as she showed me old photos 
of her family and friends taken on holiday when 
she was younger, long before the ravages of war. 

TV was her constant companion along with 
her nurse and her beloved Pekingese, 
always sitting on her bed. We'd talk for hours. 
She was always interested in my schoolwork, 
and why didn't I have a girlfriend? 

Now she lay in hospital small and silent; 
there was nothing I could do but hope and pray. 
When they drew the sheet up over her I felt an 
emptiness, but no tears came. Fourteen years old, 
my first death up close. When I got home to mum 
and dad, only then in their comforting embrace 
did I sob my heart out.

Her house was just a shell, a burnt-out ruin...

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In memory of Dr Elizabeth Haubold, a Paraplegic,
whom I visited in her home for company,
conversation and errands.  May She Rest In Peace.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Cronin Avatar
December 7, 2015 at 3:47 PM
I get so eager to write my comments, I forget the rating! 7, of course!
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December 7, 2015 at 4:23 PM
Thanks again! K.
Cronin Avatar
December 7, 2015 at 3:44 PM
Sadly realistic and sobering. What an experience at 14! I would love to read an additional write about how that experience impacted your perspective on the inevitability of age and death. Thanks for sharing.
Bickerstaffe Avatar
December 7, 2015 at 4:22 PM
...and Thank YOU fot such a perceptive review! Many thanks to you Jeannie. Best wishes, Keith
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