2-8-10 To My Mother [marci]

mom, why do u have to be such a little sl#t? lieing to us all, saying ur working but no money appears, sitting on ur computer ignoring us while we're pleading with tears, just telling u for hours that we love u n want u back, but u dont hear anything but screaming n our efforts are worth jack, ur accusing daddy of having some desiese, only u two havent touched since last spring, n the std ur saying he has, remains with u forever, unlike crabs, daddy asked if ur having problems down there u said "i dont know" ur voice full of fear, ur best friends a man hater wehear her fill ur head will lies, thats why it doesnt matter when all your little kids sit here n cry, mommy u know i hate u n u know its all ur fault u werent here for any of us, n we ended up raising ourselves, daddys getting sicker n u nolonger care, u run away again n say "as long as im not here!" u think we're out to get u are you on some kind of drugs? who sits around n plots who sets people up? u lie n say we hit u, but ur the one who hits all of us, u say daddy abuses u but ur the one who abuses him, mommy have u lost your mind? do u want it to be found? are u living in that second life? i hope that game burns to the ground, u killed our family ni feel nothing for u anymore, the night u drove away from us, i hoped u would crash ur car, mom why cant you come back to us, is reality that far away? i know life is hard, but this isnt the time to play, dont u know we love u, even though uv'e hurt us so, but u've broken us too much, to be fixed even with super glue, mom ur ripping us apart, n we forget how to breath, why dont u care? why cant u see? mom its time to stop, u've been 'young' enough, ur grandchilds on its way, dont u want to be in its life? mom, im done speaking, because u dont hear a thing i say, so before u hurt me more...im the 1 now, thats walking away, no, im done with all ur lies, i dont want to hear ur words, ur no longer my mother, n im no longer ur little girl, go back to ur drinking, i hope its ur death, because u've killed daddy, n hes all we have left, ur a murder, like the bubonic plauge, n i hope u know ill hate u till the end of days, stop playing around, now its time to step up, i hope u fall to the ground n get stuck in the mud, hope u cry urself to sleep, when u dont see ur little boys or girls, u treated us like a game, but we're not ur little toys, and ur no longer our world, mom im gone, ill disappear like the wind, but ill promise u one thing, i wont be back again.