Writing in The Dark

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As the son set within my soul, darkness begins to grow. As the light slowly fades, I’m left with only myself. Cultivated by a world full of wants, anger and fear. I found myself in a place I wouldn't want anyone else to experience, as the weight of my world fell upon my shoulders.

Aware of my part in the plan, an embarrassed man steps up once again. Facing the darkness hiding within. Faith, the only weapon to fight with, as I shield myself with the hopes that these memories are not mere imagined fallacies. Striving toward my Light, I fight with my inner demons as a battle plays out, within realms only felt. The pen my sword as I cut the Cord holding me in the dark. Embarking on a journey of trust and vulnerability as I open doors closed by fear. No longer afraid, I enter the realm to explore why I shut the door.

Reaching deep into my core I pull out the daggers of truth, so the wounds can heal. It hurts to feel, Knowing what’s real. What else could be revealed? Eons of existence trapped within our essence. All its curses and its blessings. Clearing the Darkness from within, I see a Glimmer of Hope begin to shine. A reminder I am Divine, This light is Mine. Crawling from the pits I find the strength to rise from the grave, I have dug. Filling my cup Knowing I AM enough, I was trained to be tough. You have to get through your gauntlet, before you reach the good stuff.

Come Take a ride as we explore the depths of the soul. For as high as you go, You must experience the Low. Don't let it take a toll, my shadow needs to be,

Writing In The Dark.

CRASHING WAVES,

Pain is all Around,

My head is pounding,

Static noise surrounding me.

Like horns sounding,

Symphonies of energies.

Rippling through Eternity,

Having their way with me.

A vessel on this choppy sea,

Thrashing and crashing about.

Trying to scream,

I shout,

No sound comes out.

Only waves of commotion,

Invoking more E-motion,

Trapped in this Ocean.

And it keeps growing,

Overflowing,

Throwing me,

Into a state,

I can't relate.

I can't think straight,

I let it all go,

Embracing my fate.

Listening,

I wait.

Static of crashing waves,

Digging up graves.

Buried,

Within my brainwaves.

NIGHTMARES

Dare to be Rare,

Compare Nowhere,

It's okay if they Stare.

Is there anybody there?

Is there anyone anywhere?

Is there anything you wish to share?

I tried looking elsewhere,

They didn't seem to care,

It didn't seem fair.

A dream or nightmare,

Peering through a blank stare,

Unaware, I see the masks they wear.

Dare to be rare,

Compare nowhere,

Time has come to be a pair.

We are everywhere,

Everything, everybody breathing air,

We declare an end to the despair.

We are sorry for the cross you bare,

The dreams that gave quite a scare,

We needed you to be aware.

We needed you to really care,

To repair the tare somewhere,

Caused by psychological warfare.

Dare to be rare,

Compare nowhere,

Life is a love affair.

=MUSIC IS THE MASTERMIND

We have incoming,

A soundwave invasion,

Harmonic vibrations.

Don't change the station,

Embrace the sensation.

Come, ride that wave in,

Invoking all emotions.

The ocean of notes,

A potent healing potion.

Music is my Medicine.

Tones start sinking in,

Notes are singing,

Bringing peace.

Ringing,

Through existence.

Releasing,

The resistance,

Trapped in my mind

Music is my Medicine,

The Rhythm moves on in.

Fingers are dancin

My feet start moovin,

My body gets groovin.

Feeling the Flow,

My heartbeat grows.

I begin to let go,

And enjoy the show.

Music is a Mastermind,

Holding it's secrets behind,

This complex design.

It's power confined,

Refined,

Keeping us defined.

Words over and over,

Rattling through the mind.

Patterns, now hard to find.

NEW BEGINNING

A slight white glow,

The end is in sight.

Can you feel it,

The condition's just right.

There's a battle brewing,

One we all must fight.

All of the distractions,

Have dimmed our light.

The darkness came,

Spreading it's blight.

Leaving it's people,

In a state of fright.

The damage was done,

We must move on despite.

Forgiveness, the key,

You can have it tonight.

Unconditional love,

That gives you the might.

Your spark, your knight,

Your flame to ignite.

Let that Spirit burn bright,

It's time to reunite,

Here's your invite.

Escape, take flight,

Be polite,

Stand upright,

Find a prayer to recite,

We will win this fight.

As my love excites you,

Through these words I write.

WEALTH

We see them in the streets,

Those barely making ends meet,

Trying so hard,

To stand on their feet.

Feeling so beat,

Fighting a need to eat.

Asking GOD above,

Send down your love,

So we can share,

How much we care,

Instead of watching them,

just sit there.

ECHOES OF ETERNITY,

Echoes of Eternity,

Rippling around me.

Energies of Entities,

Fill a space I can't see.

I feel them clearly,

It's just my Theory.

Sometimes it's scary,

My energy gets hairy.

Remembering I AM Light,

I don't fight.

I say It's Alright,

they stay just out of sight.

My glimpse cast a fright,

In my delight,

They flee.

Back into the Energy.

It's a feeling I See,

A symphony.

The Essence of Eternity,

Echoing through my reality.

A GIFT?

So hard to see,

This gift you give to me.

As life repeatedly,

Defies it's reality.

Still I try to be,

Faithfully tied.

Denied my desire,

A world caught fire.

May I inquire?

It's your love I admire,

And aspire to be,

Reflecting you Clearly.

Because I Know,

You Live Within Me.

Electrical Energy,

Coursing through my body.

Entities of Electricity,

Living in physicality.

Existing intensely.

All that matters,

Gaining density.

Enjoying immensely,

The Treasury.

Unaware ,

The treachery.

Presents,

Tying to reality.

Trying to be Free,

Awareness is held in gravity.

Now Prisoners of Physicality,

Living a Fallacy,

Created by Me.

Searching for A Gift,

Within the Present I see.

THE OTHER GUY,

Tears form in my eyes,

It's no surprise.

I can't understand why,

I don't really want to die.

I know its unhealthy,

But I Loved getting high.

It's hard to stop this guy,

The harder i try,

The more I cry.

Giving in again,

Strengthening his Tie.

Every time I Deny,

It's urges,

He surges forth,

Searching for More,

Running through my core.

A mental war,

Until we score.

Riding the Lightning,

Crashing to the floor.

"I can't take it any more,"

My Spirit roars.

All the Cells Implore,

The need to restore,

Balance to this Machine.

Screaming I wean,

Changing the Routine.

Intervening in between,

What's dirty and clean.

Fruits of wisdom to glean,

Rearranging the scene.

Staging the past,

Clearing the screen.

Removing the obscene,

Learning what i mean,

Becoming a Power Unforeseen.

The Other guy,

Remains to be seen.

WITNESS BLISS,

Chasing after grace,

So I can taste ,

Your bliss.

Witness goodness,

The Invisible Kiss.

Seeking Forgiveness,

For this Mess,

Within this Reality.

As I try to be,

My true Me.

Your Love all I see,

Reflected back at me.

Through Everybody,

And Everything,

Experiencing It's existence.

Making a difference,

Flowing in Resistance.

As persistence,

Carries the distance.

I catch your Glance,

And Chance after Chance,

I dance knowing this.

I AM the Witness,

Carrying your bliss.

The Visible Kiss,

Amidst the Loneliness.

Feeling your Holiness,

Fill the empty space,

As tears fall from my face.

I Taste You Chasing away,

The sorrows of the day,

Shining Light on Your way.

When we sway,

And get carried away,

I find you there,

Sharing your Grace,

Every time I lose my Place.

CHASING AWAY JOY,

Looking for a new way,

To inspire my day.

Dropping what I love,

Chasing my joy away.

Trying to change ways,

And the part I play.

To reflect,

A better aspect of Myself.

Tearing it off,

Putting it on the shelf.

Seeking discipline,

To complete my mission.

So you will listen,

See just how happy,

It made me,

To ride crazy waves.

inside my mind,

Bringing me so high,

Crashing down to cry.

Retrying another ride.

I Should've Died.

Instead an Everyday battle,

Goes on in my Head.

Chasing away the Joy,

Losing my hold,

As I grew old,

Doing all I was told.

Now chasing my Joy,

To be played with,

To be Owned,

Like I have no control.

Like a Material,

Coating my Soul.

Letting Go,

I see no colors.

Hiding beneath cover,

Hoping Life Smothers,

The pain and sorrows.

Chase away today,

I don't want Tomorrow,

I want to stop right now,

And wait for my JOY to grow.

EXCHANGING HANDS,

Unbalanced Entities,

Happy in Their fallacies,

Are Co Creating Reality.

Patterns of Violence,

And complacency,

Run rampantly,

Through Society.

Being catered,

By The Agency.

Directing You and Me,

Dictating our Rights To Be.

Famine and War Plague our Soul Family,

And The Rich are asking for your Charity.

The Classes creating Poverty,

A pointless Economy.

Hypnotizing It's prey,

Guiding the way.

Hiding away.

It's there everyday.

For some it collects dust,

To others It's a must,

All or Bust.

If I could just,

Change the perspective,

Of the collective.

Let's change the Objective,

Subjectively,

Understand It's energy.

From Entity to Entity,

Reflectively,

Respectively.

Flowing repeatedly,

Carrying our energy.

Negatively or positive,

The cycle is a must.

If it's collecting dust,

It's affecting us.

Just let it move freely,

It could just feed the Needy.

THROWN FROM THE THRONE

Past, Future, and Present,

All, One event.

Happening in moments,

Existing as a whole.

Interacting with the soul,

Creating an Experience.

Dancing with existence,

Matter forming each instant.

Observing from a distance,

And feeling resistance.

A coexistence,

Seeking assistance.

Reaching for a chance,

To continue the dance.

The romance eluding me,

Sadness exuding,

From every pore.

My body sore,

My brain is tired,

I've been running wild.

As a child tied,

To beliefs not my own.

Away from truths I was shown.

My destiny set in stone,

The seeds have been sown.

Loneliness fills me,

We are not alone.

Facing the unknown,

I was thrown into a cyclone,

Tearing me from my Thrown.

My mind was blown into pieces,

Keeping me from me.

Always feeling strange,

My Awareness increases.

The Future prone to change,

The time has Come,

To Climb again.

SHEDDING SKIN,

Clouded by doubt and pain,

Failure slithers in.

Cutting old thick skin,

Down on my knees again.

Just feel like quitting,

Admitting defeat.

Retreating,

Shedding my skin.

Brush away the tears,

You faced those fears,

Layered through the years.

Scraping by The obstacles,

Fed through the ears.

Limits to my existence,

Awaken the chance.

A vessel of resistance,

Keeping distance.

Patiently mending,

Becoming Complacent.

Sliding adjacent,

To the Way Things Are,

We don't slither far.

Hiding in the dark,

Afraid to Shed the skin,

Of who they think you are.

Fitting in,

And Failing,

Again and again.

Scraping and peeling,

Feeling Exhausted.

The old is falling,

The past is withering,

As you slither into your new skin.

INTO THE DISTANCE,

Why can't I experience,

Life at a distance.

Tried persistence,

Only met resistance.

I'd like another chance,

To find the romance.

Lying hidden within,

This weathered skin.

A flower waiting to bloom,

Feeling impending doom.

The same routine,

repeating the scene.

Everyday battling,

Trying to stay clean,

Misery smiling at me.

Yet I keep climbing,

Striving and Rising,

Driving me forward.

The Path long, and winding,

I keep finding cliffs to jump off,

I'm flying now,

Floating,

Falling straight down.

Face first to the ground,

Battered, and Bruised,

Safe and sound.

No one else around,

I stare into the distance,

Baffled by what I found

A NEW CREATION

Blazing a trail,

As I travel,

Parallel with the world.

Carrying a chord,

Creating discord.

Bridges were burned,

Opening new doors.

Walls we build crumble,

Tumbling to the ground.

The rubble Scattered,

Broken pieces All around.

In my thoughts i drown,

I can't make a sound.

Consumed by chaos,

Holding me down,

Hurting, Burning,

Pieces turning around,

Just waiting to be found.

My form no longer bound,

A new creation now,

Born of the rubble,

Holding me down.

LET IT BE,

So many voices,

Confused by the choices,

Consumed by vices.

Is this for real?

Was this the deal?

Is this how i Am to Feel?

Like I'm floating through space,

Becoming this whole place.

Overcome by your grace,

Awaiting your embrace.

As I see into my Traits,

An outcome hard to face.

Tracing the decisions,

Driven by Selfish visions.

Its time I let you In,

I'm asking to be forgiven.

I want to start living,

Unconditionally Loving,

To be a Part of something.

Patiently waiting to see,

The plan you have for me.

It is your will,

So let it BE.

EMPTY SHELL,

Mirrors of emptiness,

Stand before me.

I cant even see,

It's my own enemy.

Creeping into me,

Infecting reality.

Reflecting duality,

Through all I meet.

Lies and deceit,

Lying at my feet.

A candy cover,

Fake but Sweet.

Removing the mask,

We finally meet.

An empty shell,

Incomplete.

Set on repeat,

Trying to defeat,

The darkness,

Within the self.

Peering out,

Full of doubt,

And fear,

Filling space,

Breathing air,

It doesn't really care.

Just bodies standing there.

Living in Their cells.

It's hard to tell,

It mirrors well,

Your Enemy,

Is an Empty Shell.

YET TO BE,

Sitting here in silence,

Violence fills my head.

Like a cage it holds my rage,

Courage keeps it locked away.

Noise filling me all day,

Listening to what they say.

Unaware the words they say,

Play important roles in reality.

Why wouldn't I listen to me?

Please forgive me,

I lost the key.

Pent up Energy,

Took control of me.

I can hardly see,

The monster is free.

Destroying my capability,

To live in harmony.

Shouting so loudly,

It's coming right out of me.

Words spoken angrily,

Running rampantly,

Through Eternity.

When will the ripples,

Return to me?

Guess I'll have to wait and see.

Emotions out to sea,

Creations yet to be.

PAIN IS GAIN,

Here it comes again,

The Pain,

An insane feeling,

Revealing,

What needs healing.

Nerves tingling,

Stinging,

A fire searing,

My entire body.

Signaling the beginning,

A journey continuing,

beyond seeing.

Fleeting sensations,

Opening this creation,

To the wounds hidden,

beneath human skin.

Exposing gaping holes,

Losing control,

Letting it all go.

The connections grow,

The opening closing,

Stitching back whole.

Hoping the stitches,

Will stop the glitches,

Connecting again.

My perception switches,

Learning it's lesson,

The pain is teaching,

All I AM to gain.

LOVE ISN’T LOST,

Why does it hurt so bad,

Losing what you love?

Trying to stand above,

I'm shoved into sorrow.

Your absence my glue,

How will I face tomorrow?

I don't dare leave this moment,

Without you there,

Forever in my Present.

In my arms a gift,

I'll never forget.

I wouldn't change it,

You were the best part.

Life was rearranged,

Time to restart,

Where your love remains,

Forever in my heart.

In memory of my furry family across the bridge.

LIGHTS OUT,

Sitting in the darkness,

Wishing I was dead.

A pen and no light,

I empty my head.

Trapped inside,

A place I dread,

Facing my fears,

I can't think straight.

Full speed ahead,

It can not wait.

I need to stop the hate,

Boiling inside of me.

Please set me free,

My sight eludes me,

Where's the Light?

This isn't right,

Giving all my might.

I keep finding,

It's not worth the fight.

Spare me from my fright,

Let me graduate tonight.

Spread my wings,

Taking flight.

Gaining the power,

To smite false light.

At least be able to,

Do something right.

Until then I'll write,

The Dark seeking Light.

Escape from within,

Shattered remains.

This container,

a self made prison.

Where I AM the one,

Holding the chains.

BLUEBIRDS,

A bluebird comes flying by,

Its cry fills the sky.

A high pitch lullaby,

Playing in its prize.

Not held within lies,

Watching as time flies.

Not caring if it dies,

Fear left it's eyes.

Just as it is,

It tries.

Nature always supplies

It doesn't wear a disguise,

Or worry of its demise,

Until one day,

SURPRISE!!

Awaken,

Arise,

Claim the true prize.

Re energize,

See your true size,

And realize,

You're eternal and free.

In charge of your own Galaxy.

Embrace your creativity,

Come take this trip with me.

Soon you'll see,

Loving unconditionally,

Connecting Universally,

Allows us to be,

Floating freely,

Through possibility.

Limitlessly,

Affecting reality,

Positively,

Bringing us into unity.

The way it used to be,

Free from our disguise,

And together we watch,

As the bluebird flies,

Enjoying our prize.

ABUSE,

Hiding away,

Afraid to say,

How it Hurts,

Everyday watching,

As dreams float away.

I don't want to play,

Silly games of chase.

Wishing I could erase,

This face from the mirror.

Going to the hole in my heart,

To try and restart,

While falling apart.

It's Time to depart,

I have to think smart,

I get confused at this part.

I start to use,

Any excuse, Or situation,

Vindicating my abuse.

Feeling I Always lose,

Burning the fuse.

triggering the cues,

No more love to use.

Seeking the juice,

So I can choose,

To rise above,

And free this recluse,

Trapped in patterns of abuse.

LIGHTHOUSE,

A lighthouse stands firm,

Before the storm.

First to see its dark form,

The horizon no more.

Caustic clouds curl in,

The birds are now swarming,

Winds whirling, swirling,

Waves hurling towards,

It's solid foundation.

A warning of it's invasion,

Signaling its activation.

Standing tall before it all,

Shining a silent call,

A lighthouse refuses to fall.

Confidently embracing the Squall,

As harsh rains beat down the walls.

Still it's light calls to all,

Lost and weary, ready to fall.

A guiding light,

Shining so bright,

Exposing obstacles,

Through the dark night.

Steering you right,

Safety is in sight.

Standing strong despite,

The storm's harsh bite.

Lighthouses remain a beacon,

A Brilliant hope gleaming,

As we're careening,

Through the storms,

Of our Dark Night.

BLANK STARE,

Casting a blank stare,

Into the corners of my mind.

I AM to prepare,

For what i might find.

I AM to take care,

Of what I have designed.

I AM to be aware,

Of what's keeping me behind.

Darkness everywhere,

I'm feeling so confined.

Running through a nightmare,

I'm pain, shame and guilt combined.

Approach me if you dare,

I'm your Mastermind.

Silence fills the air,

I'm running blind.

A sense of despair,

I need time to rewind,

Casting a blank stare,

Into the corners of my mind.

DOES CONFIDENCE LOOK GOOD ON ME?

Reflections stare back at me,

looking into the mirror,

Satisfied with what I see.

The One I grew to be,

This loving entity,

In a confused society.

Living creatively,

Subjectively,

Searching for me.

Changing this reality,

To reflect what I see,

As I strive to be free.

The highest version of me,

Chivalry and morality,

Honesty my best Quality.

Energy running rampantly,

Serving our Society,

Rushing quietly.

A rising of integrity,

integrates politely,

Showing a new way to be.

Perceptions of purity,

Moving through many,

It's affecting Humanity.

A reflection I see,

Staring back at me,

Our race in unity.

Embracing our beauty,

Reacting differently,

Rising confidently.

Living life intensely,

Enjoying it immensely,

And YOU are the Key.

So here I will be,

Waiting patiently,

A reflection proud to BE.

MIRACLE,

Roses are red,

Violets aren't blue.

Don't let them lie,

GOD lives within you.

Blooming beauties,

Such a pleasant scent.

And just like you,

They were heaven sent.

Their stems are strong,

Leaves a lush green,

Have the courage,

Believe in the unseen.

The roots hold on tight,

Its soil is just right.

So many miracles,

Dance within our sight.

DARKNESS TO DIVINE,

Within the confines of darkness,

A tiny light Shines,

As the energy combines.

Rays straight from the divine,

Perfect its precious design.

Life is for us to define,

Within a simple Guideline.

The soul creates the outline,

A spark creates the Timeline.

Cells begin to combine,

Creating a bloodline.

In darkness they intertwine,

Blindly they all align.

Its form coming on line,

The light begins to shine.

A heart beating like mine,

From darkness to Divine,

Creating a new design.

MASTER I AM,

Sifting through the rubble,

Cluttering my mind,

Trying to find,

Some pieces I left behind.

And reminding myself,

That it's okay to cry.

It's never to late to try.

I won't deny,

I loved getting high,

But not scraping by.

Sitting here with you,

Tears fill my eyes.

As my heart tries,

To improvise.

Realize,

The true prize,

Hiding deep inside.

It's a fun ride,

I can't hide no more.

I've reached the core,

Just one more score,

I love to explore.

Stumbling over,

Rubble on the floor,

I reach for more,

Of your Love,

Your laughter,

And clean up after,

This perfect disaster,

Become The Master,

I know I AM.

WHAT’S RIGHT,

Looking through Hindsight,

In darkness i find my Light,

Embracing the fight,

I stand for what's right.

Experiencing the blight,

Truth was hidden from sight,

I Take out a pen and write,

Searching for what's right.

I expand my light,

Brain burning bright,

Finding the words to ignite,

A flame for what's right.

Lighting a fire to the parasite,

Keeping me from my Birthright,

My Souls' eternal light,

Here to fight for what's right.

ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE,

Battered and bruised,

By the way I've abused,

This body that i used.

Feeling the effects of my mood,

Directly related to my attitude.

I'm losing altitude,

Calling out to you,

Knowing you come through,

I grab onto Gratitude.

Changing my latitude,

Thankful to collude,

Enhance my mental aptitude,

Rise above the solitude,

While in servitude to the multitude,

Of substances i have abused.

I'm becoming confused,

My mind unglued,

Clinging to gratitude,

I brighten my mood.

Thankful for lessons accrued,

Thankful for interests,

I was able to pursue,

Thankful for this journey,

I have renewed,

A new life viewed,

Through an Attitude of Gratitude.

CHAMPIONS OF CHANCE,

Doors litter Existence,

Each a different chance.

You cant just glance,

If Opened you must dance.

Through the whole experience,

To evolve and enhance,

The souls performance,,

We Exit champions.

Moving forward into the expanse,

Seeing ourselves in the distance,

As we grow with existence.

Accepting our difference,

Creates the significance,

,Of it's many participants.

Each a door of chance,

Will you find romance,

Or travel the expanse,

Champions of chance.

Enjoy the dance,

You choose what expands,

Creating the strands,

Door after door,

Connecting you to so much more,

To explore within existence.

CHIMING IN,

Mental manipulation,

Spreading the nation,

Broadcast on every station,

Here is a free phone,

Just for the occasion.

It's an invasion,

It's their way in,

Getting under your skin.

Planting information,

A visual manipulation,

Linking the whole nation.

Feeding the brain,

Fear, anger, and pain,

Your thoughts follow,

As they create the domain.

Training you to think,

Not caring if you sink,

Keeping you weak,

Feeding you Lies,

Building walls so no one tries,

To improvise and realize,

There's nothing to climb.

The phone chimes in.

Creating a distraction,

An energy interaction,

Giving a sense of satisfaction.

There is no need to take action,

We sit and watch it happen.

Enticed to tune in,

Amazed by the destruction,

Fears favorite function,

As adds and agendas slip in.

Blasted on every station,

All across the nation,

They build the manifestation.

Holding our focus and attention,

In the intended direction,

Lessening the impact you have in...

The phone chimes in again,

OOOHH!! a notification,

I wonder what came in,

Wait, here's that game I was playin.

Why was I on here again?

MY EFFECT,

The sun feeds from Spirit,

So eat of it.

The Earth is nurtured by Spirit,

So feed off of it.

Make sure all you ingest,

Do it as Spirits guest.

Share what you get,

Spirit is Not For Profit.

The Image I project,

Is not an Object,

I AM aware of my effect.

Love is what you get,

As I reflect my best aspect.

I project Grace,

And joy in my space.

I Light up this Place.

Chasing away the darkness,

Entering the Race.

I AM Love, I have no face.

Embrace the Idea,

For a Moment I AM real.

The Lamb to seal the deal,

So we can finally heal,

As you begin to feel,

My Effect....

BELIEVE I AM REAL,

I bleed because i believe I AM real,

I believe I AM real because I feel.

I feel an energy you wont believe,

Because you were told it wasn't real.

Told we were unworthy of its seal,

Stealing secrets of existence.

Lying just beyond your feel,

Touching all that's real.

Energy creating the wheel,

Proof of the living seal.

Intelligence growing real,

A body to build what it feels,

Revealing your seals.

Drop your sheilds,

Love is real,

In your darkness,

Is when it's revealed.

Sealed behind belief,

It provides your relief,

Your Chief,

A higher mentality,

For all to see.

A power was given to me,

Pure, and unconditionally.

The freedom to be me,

Just the way I want to be.

Shining my light brightly,

believing Love power is real

Love is real because I can Feel,

Feeling love is how we heal,

Healing has a feeling,

Only Love can really bring,

Once you start believing.

REFINE THE DESIGN,

My life is in pieces,

I"m falling apart.

The Puzzle broke open,

I don't know where to start.

My heart was broken,

My confidence stolen,

Prone of invoking pain,

Through what I AM saying.

Playing a victim of lack,

I'm being held back,

From my own Intuition.

Taught not to listen,

its just my imagination.

Changing my position,

I try hard to fit in.

Picked apart by my Kin,

Trying to find a solution.

I expose an illusion,

Ive been told it's a delusion.

Refusing my Opinion,

Adding to my confusion.

I just came from the reunion,

Its time you tune in.

The Pieces start moving in,

Finding their position.

Knowing their role, they listen.

Natural Organization,

Integration Taking place,

Tracing a new outline,

deleting programs,

Running blind.

Take time to refine,

The human mind,

And become Divine.

DOLLAR COLLAR,

My optics are fooling me,

Intuition eluding me,

Life is confusing me.

I step inside to see,

Whats off with my energy,

As this feeling pulls at me.

Facing everyday tiredly,

Fighting to get ahead,

Hurrying to be dead.

As Money drowns all i did,

Keeping me in this pit,

Fighting my Spirit.

I've had enough of it,

I don't even like it,

It's only creating conflict.

No one else sees it,

Feeding all of us in the pit,

Stepping over others just to get it.

Leaving those behind in need,

Filling Pockets full of greed,

Just to prove you succeed.

A system to make you bleed,

To earn something to feed,

A family that needs you to thrive.

Its foundation will falter,

And they'll poison your water,

To keep you on your Dollar Collar.

EARTH IS DYING,

Eternity lies within me,

Sharing a gift i see,

Another dance with reality.

How many will there be,

In each I've planted a seed

Before learning what they need.

To move further and lead,

A life I Am proud to leave,

Behind to move ahead.

Traveling galaxies in my head,

Leading me right back here,

This beautiful blue sphere,

And all the Life within her.

Witnessing the damage we incur,

Destroying major Ecosystems,

As she gracefully endures.

A dying future we feel equally,

Filling her with our negativity,

Treating her like our property.

It's disrupted the balance within me,

I return so that you may see,

The importance of your reality.

About the impact you could be,

Understanding the gravity,

Your tied to this cavity.

A body you cant leave,

Your gift to receive,

Believe in your Destiny,

When Earth Dies,

You will no longer be.

LEAP OF FAITH,

A connection endures,

As it's host surrenders,

To the possibilities,

An infinite world before thee.

A projected reality,

From 2 eyes i see,

A life created for me,

Stemming from the energy.

Purposely full,

Of adversity,

Diversity,

A University of knowledge.

Taking you over the edge,

Earning the wisdom,

To inspire a kingdom,

Of loving participants.

Aware of their dance,

There is a better chance,

To feel the romance,

Within their own experience.

A leap of Faith,

Most are afraid to take,

Fear of creating a wake,

A war, So much more.

For Heaven's sake,

What's it going to take,

For the levies to break,

And retake the world you create.

PROMISED LAND,

I don't understand,

This reflection I command.

Nothing goes as planned,

I watch my hopes disband.

Disappointed again and again,

Doing the best I can.

I don't understand,

Unconditional demands,

The grand scheme at hand.

I'm a Tired rubber band,

Ready to snap if I expand,

I couldn't be a better man.

I don't understand,

This plan of a Promise land.

It cost so much I can't stand,

Money feels bad in my hands,

Keeping me trapped to demands,

Testing what I can withstand.

I don't understand,

A way to create it on demand,

Spread it through the mainland.

Ending hungers command,

Letting Love become,

The Promised Land.

SILENT WITNESS,

A silent witness,

Observing all this,

I question what most miss,

Searching for bliss.

Filled with excitement,

I experiment each moment,

Truth living in how it went,

And what it meant to me.

Looking for ecstasy,

Within this reality,

I search endlessly,

Only finding it within me.

Choosing differently,

My thoughts a current,

Enlightenment,

A delightful event,

While sitting silent,

Witnessing bliss,

In every moment.

SPEAK YOUR BELIEFS,

Resting in your embrace,

A smile on my face,

Tears tracing lines,

Sentiments of the divine.

Observing space and time,

With an infinite mind,

I refine this design.

Redefining how i decide,

To feel along this ride.

In the source I confide,

My father, My guide,

Afraid to show my pride,

I hid inside.

Working on me,

Trying to see,

The best within everybody.

Knowing what they can be.

You should believe,

In all you could achieve,

Already feel it's relief,

That will end the grief.

Your the commander and chief,

Of a vessel unique,

You need to speak out,

All of your beliefs.

MANIFESTO,

Watching material,

Materialize,

Before my very eyes.

Invisible molecules,

Ancient and wise,

Form and fit into their disguise.

Your prize,

Look deep inside,

They're hitching a ride.

Going where you decide,

In the direction you tried,

Exactly how you designed.

Once refined,

Set your goal in sight,

Plan it just right.

Believe in your might,

It's not worth the fight,

Take out some paper and write.

Scribble your hearts desire,

Throw it into your fire,

Requiring just an instant.

Let its imprint,

Burn in the firmament,

Feeling the enjoyment.

Be patient,

Believe in every moment,

Ancient molecules,

Are following their guide.

RISE AGAIN,

Set me free,

From the Pain,

Of seeking financial gain,

It's inane,

Inhumane,

It's leaving a stain,

On my mental plane.

All this strain,

My body is in pain,

I'm going insane,

Playing this game.

My natural ability,

Torn from me,

As I grew to be,

To who I was to be,

In a broken society,

Fears and scarcity,

Enveloped me,

Halting my maturity,

Now I clearly see,

The hold it had on me,

I'm breaking my chains,

Rising again,

And this time I won.

ALL IS NOTHING,

When nothing is at your door.

So much space to explore,

More of my soul.

I let it take control,

Rolling with how it goes.

Life flows endlessly,

Eternity a friend to me.

Carrying entities to their destiny,

Time becomes an amenity.

Fear is the enemy,

Your soul holds density.

The body electricity,

Electromagnetic energy.

Within everything you see,

Atoms Are building things to be.

A vibratory epiphany,

Connecting you and me.

Feeling everything,

In nothing you can see.

Innercourse with reality,

I feel ecstasy fill me.

Spilling out my energy,

My cup is no longer empty.

Atoms create what I see,

Everything I believe to be.

And it took having nothing,

To truly show me.

WHISPERS,

A faint whispering in my ear,

Little nudges I do hear,

Tired eyes begin to tear,

Messages coming in clear,

Transmissions of cheer,

"We are near,

"You are here,

"Get in gear,

"Be Sincere,

"And have no fear.

"Don't interfere,

"Volunteer."

I veer towards the right,

Steering into the Light.

Disappearing from sight,

As I peer into the night,

I witness the blight,

Gaining the might,

Fighting for our sphere,

I take flight and reappear,

The damage is severe.

I'll burn so bright,

All they see is white,

A flame here to ignite,

Your spark,

Illuminating the dark,

"They're coming to make their mark,

So here is where I'll park."

Says a whisper in my ear.

DARKNESS IN THE DISTANCE,

A small light shines,

Behind timid eyes,

Unaware of what lies,

Life is a surprise.

As it shines,

It illuminates the line,

Revealing a dark-side,

Unaware of the ride.

We don't have to decide,

When used as a guide,

Light creates the divide.

Growing brighter as it shines,

It climbs higher,

Darkness cannot hide,

When a small light shines.

Exposing lessons from the divine,

Dark fighting the whole time,

Dimming the light inside,

You'll be tried and tried,

Denied as you shine.

A divine inheritance,

Catching a glance of the dance,

Keeping darkness at a distance,

Holding its stance.

CHURCH AND GOD,

Exposing fractures,

Within a Structure.

Built to contain,

Maintaining a way in.

Training the brain,

From thinking again.

Told it's not worthy,

Money is dirty,

And we're full of sin.

They wouldn't let me in,

I know what's within.

Their structure starts crumbling,

Removing the link.

A kink in the plan,

I AM fully God,

And fully man.

An Energy evolution,

A living constitution.

Living in a world,

I created from within.

Let the games begin,

It may seem kind of odd,

Fracturing the bond,

Crumbling to sod,

You are The Church,

You are the God.

HATES GATE,

Stuck behind Hates Gate,

Life isn't going great,

I hate this mental state,

It's creating chaos.

Overwhelmed I wait,

Problems filling my plate,

And it's building weight,

Holding me at the gate.

I can't think straight,

Seeing only hate,

It feels to late,

To change my fate.

My life a waste,

Tasting defeat,

I try to retreat,

Tripping over my feet.

Face first to the floor,

I don't want to try no more,

Just settle your score,

So I don't hate myself anymore.

MONEY DESTROYS,

Sacrificing my joy,

Trying to employ,

A new outlook on life,

Changing how i deploy,

Thoughts to enjoy,

What comes in life,

Trying not to destroy,

What I built with joy,

From the sorrows of life,

Fooled by their decoy,

Since I was just a boy,

Blinded and beaten by life,

Grown tired of the ploy,

I rise to destroy the convoy.

Springing my trap unknowingly.

Your walls annoy me,

Using money to Destroy,

The true joys of life.

I SEE MONEY,

Doesn't money feel like slavery,

Delegating where you need to be.

Acquiring desires that are temporary,

Keeping you distracted so you can't see,

Because it's needed to feed the family.

As taxes accumulate rampantly,

The Rich ask the Poor for charity.

As they're selling life by the hour,

Devouring all our precious power.

Waiting to bloom like a flower,

Hour by hour Lives grind down.

Payday is owed to the town,

So there's never enough around.

The sound of new trends come around,

Throwing whats left to the ground.

Enjoying the new trend they found,

Cries of hunger all around.

Not a care in the world,

As they move toward alone.

It's time to cut the chord,

Tying us to money.

So we can see,

The power is in harmony.

Money was a fallacy,

Only gaining what was temporary.

Doing anything necessary just to carry,

Taking the power from you and me,

Stealing eternity,

You'll repeat it till you see.

MONEY CAN YOU HEAR ME,

I have an addiction I couldn't see,

Until I tried to let it be.

Couldn't believe where it took me,

It shook the core of my belief.

May I have some relief, PLEASE!!

I'm Sorry I was a thief.

It was causing so much grief,

I just wanted a piece of what they had,

I was treated badly and was always sad.

I never had a real dad.

Everyone followed your path,

Stealing my sense of worthy,

It hurt me.

Took so much of me to see,

Why My Friends ditched me.

Now I am sore,

It was hard being poor.

I don't want you anymore,

Just settle the score,

I don't want to be,

Addicted to money.

I'm going through withdrawal,

Who do I call,

I gave it my all,

In the end I feel so small,

Sorry about the fall,

It was a really tall wall.

I almost made it too,

Now I'm calling out to you,

Money, can you hear me?

I was told you are energy,

What are you all about?

I need to find out,

I'm shouting horrible things.

Meanwhile greedy Kings,

Stealing our dollars,

Creating chaos and wars,

And little to scholars.

Can you hear me hollering,

I don't know if you care.

But they are using you wrong,

I SWEAR!!

WHEEL OF EMOTION,

Emotions are stroking,

Combing through my being.

Seeing them growing,

Now taking control of me.

My tongue acts appropriately,

A person I don't want to be.

Acting uncontrollably,

And then feeling sorry.

Emotions just grab ahold of me,

Running my reality,

Ruining what I thought to be.

Battling duality,

Challenging all of me,

Revealing what I couldn't see.

As energy affects everybody,

Emotions signal the party,

Attracting those just like me.

Trapped in a cycle of fighting me,

Repeating in my reality,

Creating problems unconsciously.

As the patterns dig deeply,

Deeper until you see,

Their reflection in reality.

Our reaction creates the wake,

Affecting the direction you take.

Repeatedly stuck in this wheel,

Storing emotions until we heal.

EMPTY BANKS,

Trapped within misery,

Decomposing my body,

Exposing the energy,

Coursing through me.

It's full of negativity,

Feels like a train just hit me,

Adding pain to my misery,

Gaining exponentially,

Trapped where I can't see.

It's taking control of me,

I don't want to even be,

Stuck within a society,

Endlessly reaching for money.

Stepping over somebody in need,

Because you have a family to feed,

Achieving what you believe,

The best you can conceive.

Rightfully in your heart,

You play the whole part,

Doing your best playing it smart,

The world is still falling apart.

As we start work on time,

Earning dime after dime,

Gathering a treasure,

That won't be there,

When it comes time to share,

What's truly out there.

DARKNESS UNFOLDS,

Inside rests a darkness,

A quest to bliss,

To all who witness,

Traversing the mess.

Created from within,

Hidden by weathered skin,

Lies A past full of sin,

You never wanted to see again.

It starts flooding in,

Along with confusion,

It's not a delusion,

Embrace the reunion.

An eternal communion,

Carries with you into,

This waking illusion,

Projecting the fusion.

Particles keep moving,

A light protrusion,

Your energy diffusing,

Atoms dance to the motion.

Negatives and positives,

Create the commotion,

Giving you an ocean,

Full of possibilities.

Through emotion,

The magic potion,

A secret once stolen,

Now starts unfolding.

THE NEW WORLD,

A world full of discord,

Awaiting its fate.

Afraid to move forward,

Fearing it's too late.

The present was ignored,

Living out of date.

Our environment explored,

Destroying the substrate.

Earth our umbilical chord,

Life learns to migrate.

Searching across the board,

For an unexplored state.

Extractingf its reward,

Taking all that's great.

Leaving the world floored,

We begin to mutate.

Humanity a slum lord,

Treating their world with hate,

The reason for the discord,

Within our mental state.

Claim your place in the world,

Use you power to activate,

Let your hope be restored,

It's never too late,

Climb aboard,

A whole new World.

FIGHT NO MORE,

Fighting for what's right,

I shine my light,

Illuminating my sight,

A witness to the blight.

What truly is right?

Why must I fight?

Exhausted by night,

Witnessing the light,

What does right feel like?

Hiking through the night,

Fighting doing things I like,

Spikes pierce my light.

I don't feel alright,

Hope is holding the light,

No longer will I fight,

I surrender to the night.

Right now a dim light,

Is hidden from sight,

Until the time is right,

And darkness finds my light.

Right into its core,

Soaring through the night,

Brighter than before,

Shining,

Fighting no more.

SHADOWS,

Shadows overcome me,

Darkness is all I see,

Confined to a reality,

Waiting to be free.

The true me,

A spiritual entity,

Full of density,

Holding the best of me.

You just can't see,

I AM eternity,

In a world full of mystery,

I cling to my destiny.

What could it be,

I see so many,

Shadows trying to stop me,

Knowing what I can be.

Fearing I'll get free,

They try drowning society,

With Fear and negativity,

Destroying humanity.

TRUE IDENTITY,

Behold the glory,

The bible is a great story,

His story,

History.

A mystery to me,

I know what I can be,

The one you made me,

King of humanity.

So they can see,

Their true identity,

To end the misery,

Fed deceitfully.

Misguided for centuries,

Tied to fallacies,

Stalling spirituality.

Hiding duality,

Within a form of purity,

Tainted by the greedy,

To keep you needy.

Lost without hope,

Looking to the Pope,

Reaching for a preacher,

A shepherd, not a teacher,

Keeping you from reaching deeper.

BOUNDARY,

Stretching the limits,

I have come to admit,

You just grow tired of it.

The exhilaration you get,

Wears thin after a minute,

As you start getting used to it.

No longer feeling lit,

You see the same ole skit,

Forming a habit.

Chasing the rabbit,

You just gotta have it,

And go get some more.

Feeling tired and sore,

No more need to explore,

You sit in shame on the floor.

Pouring out your heart,

Is when you start,

Arising to your part.

You're really super smart,

Charting a new course,

No resistance of force.

Just love and remorse,

Learned lessons of course,

Getting back on the horse,

With boundaries to enforce.

EXPLORE YOUR WONDER,

Wonders await return,

Hidden within the pattern,

Concerning your connection,

The outer reflection,

Throughout thought selection.

We seek protection from ourselves,

As we delve into desires,

Dowsing our inner fires,

Mocking all who inquire,

And wish to move higher.

Seeking what they require,

To burn even brighter,

Acquiring a new state of mind,

A sense of peace hard to find,

as patterns grind gears,

Increasing our fears.

As they re appear,

Advancement is here,

As memories start to clear,

They fear my return.

Already feeling the burn,

Yearning for more,

Patterns fall to the floor,

Revealing the door,

I open and explore,

All the wonders I hoped for.

I’VE BEEN DECEIVED,

Deep inside my mind,

Peace haunts my design.

Leaving it all behind,

To find a soul refined.

Intertwined with the whole,

Playing the hardest role.

It's taking its toll,

Strength is falling below,

The threshold I know.

What will it take to grow,

From this place of sorrow.

I only see my shadow,

Where is the glow,

The joy that I bestow.

I fall deeper still,

My heart is guiding my will.

Sadness the hill I face,

As I navigate through this place.

A race that don't believe,

A family won't receive,

The words I'm trying to leave.

Blinded by those who deceive,

Keeping you in your seat,

Every Sunday you repeat,

Leaving your world at their feet.

BLIGHT,

I can't see what's wrong with me,

I've done so much in this reality,

Being the best I could be,

Just to make you happy.

Now darkness is all I see,

Depression has a hold on me,

Confusion is my reality,

My reflection is failing me.

I don't feel worthy,

My soul feels dirty,

I say things that hurt me,

My heart is burning.

I'm yearning for the end,

So my wounds can mend,

Bending my will,

To climb up that hill.

Falling back into the fill,

Swimming with the swill,

A hard pill to swallow,

I hope it's over tomorrow.

Today started in sorrow,

Looking for money to borrow,

My being feels so low,

I no longer wish to grow.

BEEN THERE,

We arrive as an infant,

With a past as an imprint,

Intuition and instinct,

A distinct ability to implement,

A state of enlightenment.

Instantly living in an infant,

Our field of vision blurry,

We hurry into fear,

We cry the first tear,

Bringing your Creator near,

"Oh Mother dear,

How does this work here?

Where are my toes, fingers, and ears,

How do you steer?"

I can hear your voice,

It just sounds like noise,

I'm second guessing my choice.

As you hoist me in the air,

I feel how much you care.

I wish you were aware,

I've already been here,

A few lifetimes I swear.

I wear the same genes,

DNA streams for centuries.

Abilities, Amenities,

Karma and Enemies,

Things I left behind for me,

Lost in history.

Clearing the wheel,

Setting me free.

THE INVITATION,

Death is inviting me,

To enjoy eternity,

Its the best option I see.

I'm not a fan of their money,

Yet I need it to be,

To enjoy physicality.

It won't come to me,

Cause I feel bad energy,

Negativity bound by desire.

How it drives everybody,

Doing Anything to acquire,

Even hurting those you admire.

I don't desire to be,

Part of this society,

Blinded by a fallacy.

Designed to keep us quietly,

Inside a little box,

Stealing like a fox.

Cause all that's left are rocks,

Holding you down,

From reaching your crown.

So they can control the town,

As citizens wear their frown,

Money tearing them down.

All the power in what you own,

Until death visits your home.

TIRED OVER AND OVER,

Tired of not being relieved,

Have I been Deceived?

I believed in something,

That I don't see coming.

So i'm running from the pain,

Slowly going insane,

Doing it over and over again.

Tired of the beating,

Each day repeating,

Over and over I smolder,

Thoughts are growing colder.

Removing a boulder,

I give you my shoulder,

Growing older in my soul.

I can see their control,

Trying to let them know,

My voice falls below my shadow,

I grow into darkness,

The only place I miss.

Why did I do this?

Will it ever change?

I'm tired of being strange,

Looking deranged,

I feel I have changed,

Yet the path stays the same.

Life has limitless possibilities to experience, Not all will be the way you wish or thought they would be. Challenges are meant to strengthen the soul, and at the same time provide a healthy balance, which is required to sustain a healthy existence. Without the trials and failures life provides, you would not get the full benefits of achievements and goals. Without your sadness, you wouldn’t know how to feel happy, Losing all of its wonderful effects on our lives. Our eternal nature thrives on these challenges, while our physical, and analytical minds have a hard time understanding the sheer concept of forever. While we experience minute parts of ourselves dabbling with existence, we grow an ever expanding base of potential. These dark places are essential for growth and allow for a unique opportunity to grasp at a new level of understanding, advancing into your reality, Ready for what is to come. Capable of adapting to the ever changing experience before you, Gaining control of your reactions, to fuel your souls thirst for adventure and new experiences in this limited physical dimension.

Riding the shadows seeking the light,

A balancing act just right,

Grab the reins tight,

The goal is in sight,

Ride into your Dark Night,

Embrace the fight,

In the End earning wings,

Taking Flight,

A light in the Dark,

Using shadows,

To make your mark.

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