I blocked both of you

The one who loved me. And the one who I loved. ,,Why do you hurt him?" ,,You are going to make him feeling uneasy again" Why did you forgot, that whole the time, my mind went in fireworks? ,,Do you have a crush on me?" - why is he laughing and asking me infront of his friend? What should I do, *I am scared* ,,look, you even stronger then him, hah" - is he jealous, but everyone looks at me. Why infront of everyone? Your crush, or someone even who loves you back, they either wait patiently or don't care. When they leave you in scare, leave them in share. I tried.