Betrayed

I can't trust you any more. You let me down and you betray me everytime. I told you he doesn't love me. He doesn't crave me in the middle of the night. I'm not the very air that he breathes. Why do you insist that I pursue him? He makes me an emotional basket case. When I'm happy he made me laugh. When I'm sad he unknowingly made me cry. When I'm angry it was something he said or didn't say. He lights up the room when it pitch dark. I want to be his whole world, just he is to me. But this is just a dream and a mere fantasy. So I beg you dear HEART don't betray me again. Alexis 2-18-16