Alone

The deepest emotions touch my endless search of being non existent. I ponder yet another moment not knowing the feeling of a connection that others have gracefully made. The laughter, joy, and happiness all seems too far in a distance as I try to reach to no avail. My heart cold, sealed, shunned like a prisoner doing hard time in jail. This is the confused life I live. Wondering how I keep on giving and teaching to help others. Only to feel empty, tired and lost among all my sisters and brothers. I feel different from everything. Where do I belong? Hidden from plain sight. Nobody cares. so sad to see. I will never be.