THORNS HOLD RED ROSES THAT WEEP
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** Over the years I have watered my memories and kept them alive. Those memories have grown tall and strong and are now ready to be pruned to make room for more growth.
PROLOGUE: She loved roses, especially the red rose. She knew it conveyed love, desires and longing. The reddest rose can also be used to convey respect and devotion, as well as admiration. The number of roses received have romantic connotations associated with them. The darker in color that the red rose is, means it conveys heartfelt regrets and sorrow. Her roses were always dark. She kept a petal from every bouquet of regrets and sorrows, pressing them between pages of an empty book. Over the years those petals wept red tears, staining the pages of her book, where they had slept. Each red tear held a poem that was penned onto each page of her empty book. The pages were eventually filled with much pain, promise, regrets, love and healing. This was her gift (to herself) and today she decided to share it with the world.
~~THIS IS A COMPILATION OF MY POETRY AND THOUGHTS~~
Copyright © Vickie Thayer | Year Posted 2019
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side note: This is a hurttwor`x novel - Volume 6
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The first and third poems were written from my pondering thoughts about a child I knew who was not wanted, thrown away (by his Mother) when he was a viable fetus. I don't believe in abortion. I think it should only be allowed in situations when a woman has been violently assaulted and it's the direct result of such an act. Or a life threatening situation, otherwise I feel the person is selfish and has committed a horrific crime aginst all humanity, her unborn child and God who created life.
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** There Are Many Gold Diggers and Opportunist Who Take Advantage Of The Elderly and Clueless Souls. God Has A Special Place For Them.
** A Dog That Leaves Us, Is The Loss That Hurts Our Hearts For All Eternity. 
** A First Love Is Never Forgotten.
** We are all the same, yet different, but the same, acceptance and diversity.
** Heartbreak that lingers. The only way to deal with it... is to summon the pain and let it lead you astray.
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**Ah..,The lonliness when one keeps secrets. Don't keep secrets that cause you (Suffering)...Use your voice...that's why God gave it to you.
** Depressin, Anxiety, PTSD and learning to live with the monsters in (Silence).
** Pride and admitting when you are wrong.
** Stress>>>><<<
side note: There are many ways that one can deal with stress. I write and paint, I also love photography and animals. Having a hobby is a great stress reliever.
** Fate and Acceptance.
** Words that kill slowly, like alcohol. *She poisons you softly with uninhibited manipulations. Even her liquor agrees with me, she's a bad seed. Gossip, Lies and Manipulations that grow from her bad deeds.
Pinterest Inspired Pin... (A Small Hand That Holds Hope)...Depression in children is real.
** I've Gone To Where My Childhood Soul Was Waiting For Me, Deep Darkness Enticed Me To Play, I Never Could As A Child, For Growing Up Came Quickly, You See, The Stinging Bees Beneath My Bare Feet, Winds Blew Away My Wishes, Clouds Drew Enticing Pictures, As I Sat On My Swing, Letting Deep Darkness Push Me. (Vickie Thayer Poetry)
** After "many years" of abuse... I forgave (in order to start healing). It does not mean I have forgotten or that I should remain silent about my past life of abuse, just the opposite. One should let their voice be heard. My counselor encouraged me all the way, to put my talents to work and tell my entire story. I published my first works in my book..."Vickie Hurtt's Shattered Silence", You can read excerpts of that book on poetry soup as well.
** My strength and fate is only guided by one and with him...(I Fly Alone).
** Drug addictions...Losing a child to drugs is a hard thing to accept for a Mother. Especially when that child was around drugs by an adult in their care as a teenager. Allowing them to see or to think that it was acceptable to inhale, snort or shoot up. You can lose an adult child to drugs and alcohol by way of mental challenges. Drugs that have affected that childs thinking, as well as through a sudden death, because of an over dose. The addiction can last a life time and the enabler can be a family member, friend or just a street Joe looking for a quick buck. My child was affected by family.
* A person faces a lifetime of guilt, sadness, depression, PTSD, anxiety and hatred, all because an adult took their innocence from them, through molestation.
** Blowing Kisses Your Way,
Her Breath Will Find You,
Hide As You May,
She Will Sail Right Thru,
The Holes In My Back,
From Daggers That Failed You.
LOVE,
KARMA's BEST FRIEND
* I Heal Thru Poetry, Writing and Art. This Is My First Painting, I Never Knew I Could Draw Or Paint, Until I Retired And Picked Up A Paint Brush Out Of Boredom. My Grandmother was an artist.
* (Covering Up Physical Abuse). I have had friends who did this, covered their bruises with make-up. I did as well.
* Depression, you can beat it, I did, so can you. ( A BANQUET I CAN"T RESIST).
* Mourning the loss of a childhood taken by means of abuse.
* (Between The Moon And Stars)...reuniting with a loved one in heaven.
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