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Blog Posted:2/15/2012 6:54:00 PM

  My mother finally got a hold of TPS, about a month ago. They've helped us retrieve my account. Thank you TPS! Some of my mothers friends here on the soup Actually went along and accepted all the bad talk about my mother. I'm very upset with the Soup-mail, to that impostor. I can't even began to see how some poets went along with it. Some actually offered this person who hacked my account lots of sympathy and caring thoughts. Some gave this person what they wanted. Some said how sorry they felt that my mother choose drugs and who know what else over us. And about How bad they felt that me and my siblings where suffering. If you knew me and my mother. Why would you ever respond to such bad soup mail. And bad mouth my mother as if she is not a good person, and needs help. ( I'm only upset over the soup mail )
I know they are nice, and caring, but come on other poets thought I was just mad. Trying to get even with my mother by spreading lies.
I even read some comments, that stated that what ever my mother has done should be forgiven, not smeared in lies. My  mother does nothing but worry about me. Thanks for being concern, I have never mailed any of you. (except Chris) Now why would I start, that one disgusting day that poem was posted. As for Chris A, Nikko, and Andrea, don't ever ever think for one second any of it was true. She has done nothing but supported me all my life. Even when I'm wrong she's there for me. I'm 19, and have not touched nor want any drugs. If anything, my mother ways have thought me well.

   I cried my little heart out, and gave up on writing when. All my poems got deleted. 
None of you know how that felt. My mother felt the worse, when she seen me crying.
I can't believe many poets here that don't even like my mother stood up for her. When a hacker target my account to hurt my mother. 

  I have nothing more to say. I just want to thank all the poets who where there for us.
I want to thank TPS, for handing me my account back.
I'm not coming off mean. I'm very disappointed. After reading the soup mail by them 3 poets. I can't see why they would even respond. Them 3 should know my mother better than other poets here on the soup. I feel betrayed after seeing one these poets offering support to the impostor, thank you.  =(^.^)= ROYAL
 


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Date: 2/16/2012 5:10:00 PM
Royal go to your room... don't ever express yourself.. here on the soup... do it in private... only other poets can.. Your not a poet... duh.. your poems where all deleted.... LOL... my humor... if you don't get it tough... always..pd
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Date: 2/16/2012 5:02:00 PM
yes..in and out... over and done with....
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Date: 2/16/2012 4:26:00 PM
just out of hate... cuz... i canned them from my life.....
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Date: 2/16/2012 4:24:00 PM
besides... i have felt betrayed here... learn my lesson... don't trust anyone.. anyways... don't get me started.. cause than...im gonna mock and slam...for fun... dont worry... I'm writing the soup... an apology for my daughter...and Chris..stuff it..we don't care..about your stupid..blah blah blah....on the public computer use... she had her pass words stolen from a laptop... these girls..niece of mine... decided to miss use her account from a public school...lol..blah blah....blah im speaking my mind too
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Date: 2/16/2012 4:18:00 PM
lol..i love me and my typos... anyways.. its funny how i come across mad, and expressed blogs..every now and than... i post blogs that enlighten my thoughts... i mean, im nothing but a happy dandy poet...sad at times... i admit i love and admire all the leading ladies of the soup...lol... i bet they just want to ground me...
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Date: 2/16/2012 4:02:00 PM
I'm tired of being nice nice to all of you... if anyone around here on the soup has been real supportive about my presence..it's Andrea... thank you..nikko your ok..and nice...and can be fun... Chris your a xool cat
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Date: 2/16/2012 3:58:00 PM
does it make you feel good to defend yourself against a 19 year old girls thought
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Date: 2/16/2012 3:57:00 PM
blah...blah...blah....that is all i hear..none... of you are to talk of nothing...let the poor girl who just got all her poems... deleted express her self... you don't see this as an attack..but i do...this is my daughter so lay off... she can speak her mind any which way she wants... so let it be... im sure when she comes out of work...she will remove the blog... this place is filled with the most hypocrisy than any site i know of... now Cyndi..and Tracie... don't speak..your comment on loud...do what you do best... stay away from what you don't like... you have your own blogs to speak...your minds.... now i care less what all of you think of me... im as judgmental as all of you...but one thing is for sure... im no stuck up snob ..i treat everyone equal... and speak my mind...i support even the ones that think i aint worty of a comment... now just go back and do what you guys do best.... avoid..me... lol..not you Andrea, I'll get mad if you ever abandon me... everyone stop tripping... watch what you say... im a hawk when it comes to my kids...
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Date: 2/16/2012 1:45:00 PM
Nikko, please don't blame yourself even a little. it's over with and in my opinion, we did nothing wrong. Thanks to my friends who commented here non judgmentally. Royal, I think you and your mom are cool and like Chris said here below, I sure don't like to judge people. This all happened so long ago, I don't even recall what i said in my soupmail, but I am certain I said nothing to be ashamed of. Luv, Andrea
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Date: 2/16/2012 10:21:00 AM
Chris, thank you for what you said as well... as for me, I contacted "Royal" first--mostly because I was concerned for her, Ezzelle and her siblings-- I honestly just didn't know who to believe anymore? One thing I realized about these online interactions (actually not even just in the online world, just life in general), "anything is possible"--but so much easier to hide behind the screens? that's why I wanted to gauge the situation first. Ok I am repeating myself. But yes, I acted impulsively, just scared for the kids. I sure would like to think that my heart was in the right place with regards to that. Btw, good for you for caring like you did-- not a lot of people can deal with addiction, so it's good to know that you were able to help some of your loved ones dealing with that.
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Date: 2/16/2012 10:14:00 AM
Thank you Tracie for your supportive words, it means a lot to me, I think Royal really loves her mom and that's why she got hurt, ok I admit I had my shortcomings as a friend to Irma for not going straight to her but I just felt during the time that Royal needed the support... I don't feel like scum now, thanks Tracie :D-- I'm now fungus...ok wait, I have always been a fungus, a mushroom popping up and down...
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Date: 2/16/2012 5:23:00 AM
Nikko dont you dare feel like scum hun..you're a sweetheart and we all know how much you did to help Royal get her poems back, whether she got 2 or 200 back it was because of you :) xx
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Date: 2/16/2012 5:18:00 AM
Yeah you are coming across as mean minded Royal..singling out 3 really lovely people.. Their comments came out of care for you, you should be thankful people care about you enough to stand by you and make sure your ok( because what if that was you and not some impostor and god forbid if what was said was all true, wouldn't you want these 3 people beside you then? I know I would, you couldn't ask for 3 more caring people... They even went against your Mum who is really close with the 3 you singled out...shouldn't that tell you something about their character and compassion? How can you feel betrayed by someone that though they were giving YOU support.. Till you're Mum told us how on earth were we to know it wasn't you..
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Date: 2/16/2012 4:50:00 AM
Hi Royal, I'm only going to comment on one issue, since you mentioned several. When I write a poem, I do so on a word doc. Before I post my poems, I save that word file into a special folder. I do this every time. I do this just so no one can do to me what happened to you. If I needed to re-post my poems, I can do so in less than 30 minutes, I advise everyone who post poems here to back them up. As far as the 'soup mail' goes, I don't know enough to comment, nor would I because this falls into my category as 'none of my business'. Cheers S. Ronthorpe
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Date: 2/16/2012 2:48:00 AM
Ok I am back here-- I was in a rush earlier and now I got to really read the comments, including Royal's...and yup, I probably am going to dig my own grave here (doesn't matter much anyhow?). Ok, I feel like scum now. One way or another we always just end up hurting people, even if I honestly only meant well...oh sighs....I have my gullible moments and I can be pretty impulsive... It honestly didn't even occur to me before that blog that you would even be into drugs, Irma (and yes, like I said, I do believe that you are just high on love or on life)-- so yeah, reading that blog was such a curve ball for me, and that's how I responded. I can live with how I responded. Sighs... I was basically in disbelief but had to soupmail somebody... I was thinking who to soupmail? Royal or Irma? I went for Royal, wanting to know if she was ok. I got a reply back and opted not to respond. Then the truth came out & I didn't get to contact Irma personally about it anymore. But yeah, the damage has been done. And just for the record, I don't think I have ever bad mouthed you to anyone, Irma. Not unless me calling you crazy (in a funky kind of way) is bad mouthing you. I won't even try to justify my line of thinking with that soupmail -- you already have your opinion of me regarding that matter, I don't want this to get any bigger. Call me out on my bad judgment by sending that soupmail, fine. Have I been a good friend to you two? Does that soupmail change your opinion of me? That's your call. And I sincerely thought that I got most of your poems (save for one or 2), and not few. I even copied and pasted all of it on Word, since I could empathize a bit and could only imagine how devastating it was for Royal. And fine by me if you leave this blog on, now we know how you feel (and I really am impressed with your bond with your mom, you both are blessed to be that close)-- and as for disappointing you--fall in line. The line's just getting longer and longer...btw... what? Andrea is Santa?!!! Boy oh boy, I knew it!!!!!! No wonder I always felt like I was an elf, because Andrea was Santa! Yes Andrea, I do think I am in good company with you and Chris ;)
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Date: 2/16/2012 12:26:00 AM
Hi. Just to let you know, I wrote an entire NOVEL. 300 pages. Finish to end. I THREW IT AWAY. It wasn't that great. I wrote it years ago and my writing is different now. I have also lost over 43 short stories due to some floppy disks going kaput. Some of these stories were a bit more recent. Fiction writers tend to take this better, as we create and recreate and toss out whole chapters... sometimes 5,000 words I just deleted. Writing continually teaches us something. I am very sorry, don't get me wrong in any way that you can't retrieve your poems, and I have no idea how to communicate to you that what I'm trying to say is that parts of those poems will always be with you simply by the fact you created them. All future poems will be stronger because of the poems you've written before... do you understand? They are like a foundation that keeps getting deeper and more supportive to every word that comes next...
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Date: 2/16/2012 12:11:00 AM
by the way, I have now read the other comments below. I had thought you were able to retrieve your poems but now I see it was only some of them that you retrieved. That would kill me if I lost my poems. I am really sorry that happened to you!!(thanks also for finalizing the contest for your sweet baby!!)Congrats to all your winners, Royal.
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Date: 2/16/2012 12:02:00 AM
Royal, I don't know why you are singling out me, Nikko and Chris like this.Nikko and Chris are VERY good people, so for that fact alone, I know that I am in good company. At the time I wrote that Soupmail, I had not yet seen PD's blog telling us that your account had been stolen. So I was acting with sympathy toward both you AND your mother when I wrote that letter to whoever had taken control of your account. I did nothing to feel ashamed of. I was very polite (thinking it was you that I was talking to) but at the same time, I was not taking sides because I did not know that full story yet. If I Had known it was not you I was talking to, I would never have said a word. I hope you know that!! And I have been supporting PD on this ever since she told us all the truth about what happened. Check the dates of soupmails, sweetie. I replied out of concern for both your mother AND you but well before learning that it was an imposter I was talking to!! I hope you can realize that Nikko and Chris, I am certain, were speaking out of the goodness of their hearts. You say that some people soupmailed you as if they had taken everything the imposter said at face value. I don't believe I was one who did that. I was never completely sure if it was true or not, and I spoke nicely to the imposter because I thought I was speaking to a young person who felt hurt. I'm really sorry all this stuff happened to you and your mom. I am sure your mom knows this. I wish you my best. Luv, Andrea
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Date: 2/16/2012 12:00:00 AM
lol...nikko.. that is funny you would even think that about me...my natural high..is love....and addiction to soup..how could you even think..that... didn't you know meth heads...can't function right..i couldn't see how any body on drugs..could keep up with...the soup... or life..i have a life....2 restaurant..lol...but ask me if i sell..i have.. to move...ha..ha... so if someone.. come here and say that you are the devil should I believe them....lol... I didn't even believe chris who was the girl...lol... that is how much I know my poet friends here in the poet world... but..if you tell me that andrea in santa claus I will believe it... and chris....royal let me read your mail... you did what i would have... talk about my own..flaws... and thank you for sticking for what u believe... nikko.. thank you... teenagers...what can i say
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Date: 2/15/2012 10:13:00 PM
btw, thanks to Cyndi, Natalie, Carrie and Catie-- I really appreciate your thoughts and concern...:)
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Date: 2/15/2012 10:06:00 PM
Hi there Royal. I actually read your original blog, but I couldn't respond right away since I had something on the stove. Honestly? The first time I read the impostor's blog, I didn't know what or who to believe that's why I felt that I had to soupmail "you", expressing my concern. I really had to think whether who to contact, you or Irma but I soupmailed who I thought was you, simply because I know Irma was a big girl already, she can stand up on her own...If you read it again, I was even confirming whether it was all true--but I will stop right here in trying to defend that soupmail. What's done is done. You feel betrayed that I offered support to the impostor. That's understandable. I would probably feel the same way and ask why I just didn't contact Irma myself to clear things. What can I say, but I was gauging the situation. I'm not perfect in judging people's characters. So yeah, maybe I should've known better, yeah I did say that I didn't think soupmailing you was a good idea...And me? I just did what I think was right during that time. Irma is a friend and yes, I feel sorry that I didn't trust what I knew about her more (and Irma, hmmm yeah at the back of my mind, I was thinking, aha! at least Irma has some reason why she's always high, unlike me, now I know we are just high naturally :p) It's really great though that you defend your mom that way, I'm happy for your family.
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Date: 2/15/2012 9:38:00 PM
and I'm laughing..cause.. this should not bother you... i can't tell her to remove the blog... but,,maybe,, you can tell tps... that she is hurrting your feelings.. or.. whatever you call it... honestly... i don't see nothing wrong with her blog...maybe she just named you guys on title.... cause.... she feels.. you 3 should read... and not pass this one... i have not read the mail... but,,maybe tomorrow... she said they are not bad... but... that you told her...to get me..help...lol.. yeah...i need help..lol..at work... geees!!! don't blow cows... people... i like beef...
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Date: 2/15/2012 9:32:00 PM
chris... no worries...i will send Royal..to her room...lol..I'm not taking it hard..... she's a young one,... and is always ready to scratch someones eyes..out... and i see nothing bad on her blog... all i see is a note... maybe she just wants your guys attention.... like i said... i see nothing wrong in her blog... maybe some bread and water will do... i can't speak for royal... she went out on a late valentine date... yeah...me babysitting...
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Date: 2/15/2012 8:36:00 PM
Royal, your Mom has always been incredibly supportive of me through my own ups and downs.....I wish you both nothing but good poetry and good times here on the soup! jimbo
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Date: 2/15/2012 8:35:00 PM
I think TPS... is gonna try and help you out with your poem.... i hope so....
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Date: 2/15/2012 8:33:00 PM
lol.... I'm happy for you.i mean us Royal.... I plead the 5th...lol.. I don't know where you coming from... all I know... is that they ain't my friends.,... at all.....lol... they are my family... yupp... even Chris... And Nikko, has her own problems.. I'm sure she was only concerned and hoping I was a meth head...lol..kidding Nikko.. you know me..OR DO YOU??? lol.. I'm in a joking mood... cause,, I just got the cutest stuffed puppy for my Granddaughter... And I did super well in my restaurant... I see nothing bad said about them poets... I think their where just worried... after all we are family... and maybe they wanted to get ready and call the CPS...lol... Royal, have i told you how beautiful you are... really you are... and I'm glad i gave birth to such a beauty like you... inner and out.... kisses to you...
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Date: 2/15/2012 8:20:00 PM
Nikko, still is one of my favorite poets here on the soup,along with Chris, and Andrea. I'm not targeting these poets. I just want to send a few words of thoughts. Thank you, Nikko, please don't think I'm a mean and rude person. I want you to know that I'm just a little sad, thought you out of everyone, knew my mother. You should have been sending me, that "SHAME ON YOU ROYAL!" mail. please understand.
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Date: 2/15/2012 8:03:00 PM
I have no reason to remove my blog. I have said nothing wrong. Speaking my mind, I can speak my mind, OR what am I not allowed to speak my mind, due to my age. Everyone gets to express their opinions. Why can't I? I'm expressing my self, in a kindly manner. I mean Nikko, no harm I hope she understands that sending mail was not okay. I'm still hurting over this. I did not expect to get into my account and find mail, from my mothers friends. They should have taken it up with her.
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:54:00 PM
Thanky you, Natalie & Carrie
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:53:00 PM
Cyndi, I'm taking that as a laugh. About the fresh start. Delete your poems, and see if you even want to start again. And you are not one to speak, you know. Me and my mother always disagree. (part of life) That is when she stands by my side even more. Like I said, Nikko, is a special friend, and is a wonderful poet. But, how could she think the worst of my mom, in her mail to impostor me.
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:51:00 PM
I usually try hard not to get involved in some of the squabbles and conflicts that occasionally occur on the Soup, however, this time I feel I must to respond to this one. I am really sorry you are upset Royal, but there are no finer people who you could have mentioned here. Whatever you think, I fear you have misunderstood some good intentions. Nikko, for an example, is one of the dearest, good hearted, and delightful friends, who cares openly with a huge heart. I hope you will rethink your accusation and remove this blog. These things should not be aired to embarrass people...something like this, if there is a misunderstanding, should be handled via personal soup mail. I hope you will be kind enough to remove your blog. Thanks Royal. everyone is on your side, but we are also very good friends with Andrea, Nikko and Chris...good people, all three. Thanks for listening!
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:46:00 PM
Hi Royal-First, I'm glad you got your account back. I can guarantee that Chris, Nikko and Andrea meant no harm whatsoever. In fact, they were just offering 'you' support b/c they thought you needed it. None of us had any idea it was a hacker before you guys told us. They had already sent the mail-it could not be undone. Everyone thinks highly of your mom. When they saw the post from you, they just assumed YOU needed support, whether it was true or not. Sometimes youngsters make up such info. about their parents to get attention. Perhaps that's what they were thinking? Not sure...but I can guarantee they meant no harm to you or your mom.
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:44:00 PM
I want you to understand, instead of standing behind my mother. She felt bad for someone that was not even me. I'm sharing this with my mother as we speak. She does not agree with me. Feeling betrayed is normal. Okay- I read the mail 3 times.
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:36:00 PM
Cyndi, I know Nikko, is a nice person. My poems have not been retrieved. However Nikko, guided us to some tabs. Where I was able to see a few of my poems. THANK YOU NIKKO, but her soup mail to the impostor sadden me that she would even think and offer this impostor her concerns about my well being. She's my mothers friend, I was not aware of the mail exchange between the impostor and Nikko. I'm sad - that's all. I have nothing against Nikko, I appreciate her. It's what she said in her mail, that made me sad. She offered support, thinking me and my siblings are struggling. Thank you
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:14:00 PM
PD's BLOG from Royal, "thank you, so much for the support. Especially Nikko, who send my mom some of my poems. She's now what my mom calls "My Poet Hero!" ????? Wow. Nice thank you.
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Date: 2/15/2012 7:08:00 PM
Royal, I'm sorry that you've had a rough time. The entire fiasco with your account being stolen was very confusing to many poets here. I am a newer poet on the Soup, here just shy of a year. I know many have been here since its creation. I will say that the three poets you are so angry at have been nothing but kind and supportive to me and I do consider them each friends. I am confused, because I thought NIKKO saved your poetry??? I remember your mother thanking her for all her VALIANT effort. It seems odd to attack the person who rescued your poetry. As far as crossing mothers, every adult at one point crosses or disagrees with a parent. It's a right of passage! Then they kiss and make up. Amazing you've never disagreed with your mom, but it will happen. Unfortunately, the above blog does come across a bit mean, sorry to say, despite your intentions. I am glad you got your account back. Perhaps, this will mean a fresh start.
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Date: 2/15/2012 6:56:00 PM
This person deleted the few blogs I had :-(
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