Loving Stupidity
Love is like ”oh sorry I forgot you by accident.”
I just close my eyes without stress
It's the aching in my painful instability that just makes me ask myself why? Why do I try?
As love comes and steps on my foot in the one silent moment I’ve gathered for myself.
Relentless.
It's not that it's stupid - It’s just coming off as stupid.
Why?
Why take a moment to think this hard, it’s debilitating.
Why not just take people out, and cash checks?
Now, it's only a figment of my imagination
This is what reminds me to take this second to close my eyes and still,
Still
Stupidity.
Is love stupid?
Probably, I’m actually starting to believe it is...
I hate the idea of it.
Hahaha stupid me - don't cure this stupid anymore.
Do what you did, forget... Keep it moving
Don't bathe in turmeric and watch it hit the globe as the cure to cancer
Don't even tell him about it.
That's better
Stupid, being stupid,
I laugh by myself inside while my foot became the next stepping stone in his life.
Copyright © Noelle Staudt | Year Posted 2019
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