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can’t denyyy

I beg for your forgiveness once more
I said too much again…need I say more?
It’s been a crappy, snappy day for me and today will be my day
An attitude of gratitude instead of dismay would be nice I’d say 
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
You’ll be missed
I’m so pissed
I’m sorry I kissed
The abyss…dissed
You long ago…
Can’t deny though
I love you so
Let your troubles go

Pour forth your joy upon me
Can’t deny
Joyous, fabulous lightning strikes you true
Can’t deny
And I’m sorry, really sorry
Can’t deny
For I’m doing frivolous things…ah, you too?
For lifelessness and lovelessness
Go hand in hand more or less

Can’t deny
Can’t deny, it’s not my day today to my dismay
Can’t deny
I feel so high
So dry, left to die
Upon these crowded clouds
Can’t deny
Can’t deny, I want to sit down and cry
Can’t deny
Under the shadowy shrouds
Made me less than proud
I want to just fly
I feel so low sometimes
Can’t deny
Can’t deny, I need to rest and fall away, away
Can’t deny 

The universe of distopian unbearableness
I said too little and my bones are brittle nonetheless 
It’s been a shabby-beard-no-shave, relax-me-in-a-daze nightfall
Tears shall fall and you will never understand where I stand…I stood for you to misunderstood my free-fall
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Wish I could die
Hope I could survive
And be alive in your arms tonight
Emerge in waters of dashing delight
Abashed, ashamed, blamed
Of who I became — grief untamed
Wistful waters wash over me, unnamed

Pour forth your joy upon me
Can’t deny
Joyous, fabulous lightning strikes you true
Can’t deny
And I’m sorry, really sorry
Can’t deny
For I’m doing frivolous things…ah, you too?
For lifelessness and lovelessness
Go hand in hand more or less

Can’t deny
Can’t deny, it’s not my day today to my dismay
Can’t deny
I feel so high
So dry, left to die
Upon these crowded clouds
Can’t deny
Can’t deny, I want to sit down and cry
Can’t deny
Under the shadowy shrouds
Made me less than proud
I want to just fly
I feel so low sometimes
Can’t deny
Can’t deny, I need to rest and fall away, away
Can’t deny 

I try to fly through these lamentable lands
Understand that I’m quivering with my hands
High in the air
In utter despair
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Regretless and tearless for tomorrow
Upset, but feel absolutely no more sorrow
I met with you for hours to infinity and beyond 
We will never, ever break our inner-core bond

Can’t deny anymore
I swim and you soar
You’re the one I adore
To the deepest core
I scored distress on my happy test
I detested you from east to west,
But now you’re being a lovely pest
Leave out all the rest, all the rest…
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
I’m selflessly selfish, selfish, selfish
I’m anguished as a languishing fish
You lie in ruins in my brazen mindset
Remorseful rivers I pour forth, my bad that you’re upset…
Forgive me please
Put all of me at ease
I’m depending on my ruins
Deepening in the dust of my sins

Deny the lies, deny the heartless little, brittle lies
The truth will set you free
Say you’re farewells, the worthless goodbyes…
I see through your mere envy

I can make a difference tonight
I can fight the great fight…with my might
I need delight in this fervent flight
Bite the bullet tonight, tonight, tonight…I’ll fight the good fight…

I came undone in your arms tonight
I have become someone I’m not
I shame the night with no more fright
I have become somebody a lot…

Ah, ah, oh oh oh 
I don’t know why
I even try
I don’t know why
I want to die
But live again in your arms tonight
Ignite the night with your might
I want to fly
I don’t know why
I even cry
Cure me somehow 

Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
You long ago…
Can’t deny though
I love you so
Let your troubles go
Let the moonshine glow…
While the sun dissipates so
While the clouds disappear 
Vanishing vibrantly and vivaciously…
Punishing myself with solace frankly

I beg for your forgiveness once more
I said too much again…need I say more?
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
There’s no way out
From being high
Off of this radiant route
Can’t deny
Can’t deny
Felt your presence from on high..

Copyright © J.W. Earnings

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