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Confidential human source arson murder of nine federal bureau of investigation mental health diary
Diary from 1984 I witnessed thee unthinkable this resulted in the fbi warning me my life was in danger my children lives were in danger that's when I began wearing wires pregnant buying weapons and drugs from corrupt junk sick officers for many years I was tormented suffering from mental illness in silence ashamed to talk about the devastation of wearing wires pregnant for the federal bureau of investigation Chicago field office Arlington heights Illinois taking down powerful gang leaders junk sick officers who were working as hitmen for gangs my life is grave danger in shock afraid to leave my home completely destroyed emotionally crippled afraid of my shadow suffering in silence I crashed at work severe emotional break down 1999 God was with me as I coped medication management talk therapy hypnosis completely broken hearing my fetus heartbeat anxiety disorder depression severe ptsd panic disorder 2002 my therapist encouraged me to keep writing in my Diary keep writing poetry constant continued mental health care 25 years coping talk therapy meditation therapy psychology psychiatrist Gargano sadly Ciro Gargano sent jay townsend johnson henry into my home to ripping my mental health DIARY attempting to impersonate me all these years several attempts on my life threats insurance fraud bank fraud wire fraudulent this fictitious fraudulent mischievous identity fraud I was so afraid I contacted the federal bureau of investigation Chicago when abruptly special agent Alan King and special agent Paula Brand Chicago field office desperate plea for help why who was entering my home ripping my mental health journal I began receiving more death threats demanding I allow this imposter to impersonate me i felt so ashamed I felt special agent Paula Brand was ashamed of my illness ashamed she installed wires in my pregnant body accompanied by my younger children at lake bluff train station to prepare my body for undercover drug buys I realised I was discriminated for being disabled for becoming disabled as a result of my wearing wires pregnant for the Fbi in ongoing therapy I feared for my ailing mother I reported them to the attorney general office jay Townsend Johnson Henry and Gargano grew enraged obsessively enraged to clone me to become me after murdering me she actually tried to summit my pain and suffering to authors star parker to gain royalties when I reported them to the fbi they ignited a bomb in my face and began collecting funds on my behalf travelling to Canada Australia god knows where I believe special agent Paula Brand was ashamed of my illness ashamed I am a casualty of wires being installed on my pregnant body this shattered me emotionally scared me for the rest of my life through years in talk therapy psychologist psychiatrist hearing my fetus heartbeat loudly over sirens first responders sedating me terrified do you understand that why do you bully for this imposter jay Townsend Johnson Henry my stalker obsession to my American poetry obsession to my abusive husband obsessed with becoming me after death unfortunately I survived my own murder completely devastated emotionally hearing my fetus heartbeat rocking only medication quiets but it’s always with me I being in crisis I got help through a military medical emergency it's 2024 I’ve been in constant mental health care over 25 years coping holding on by a thread and yes I'm still in therapy still on medication management for severe PTSD ongoing for the rest of my life it won’t stop the heart beat the voices demanding I end my own life and allow jay Townsend Johnson Henry to impersonate me clone me take over my existence severe identity theft created by Ciro Gargano arson murderer his fbi agents who installed wires on my pregnant body hating me ashamed I became emotionally crippled resulting from an unthinkable act on a fetus on an unborn child I live in agony every moment of every day I opened up with my psychiatrist my therapist to save my life from suicide I write to save me from ending my own life to cope deep sadness Ciro Gargano decided to market my pain with this twisted imposter who plotted my assassination who ignited a car bomb in my face who embezzled a traumatic brain injury claim on behalf of my injuries who today intimidates me bullying me with threats everyday every signal day on logos license plates spam calls hateful threats by a criminal group that profited from my pain and suffering as I pleaded with the fbi for help Ciro Gargano created a circus of abuse of power to bully me demanding I allow them to extort medical treatment through a data breach created to extort my traumatic brain injury claim insurance fraud my prayers are with these cruel beings victimisation a disabled American poet all these years I'm so blessed I survived their attempts on my life
God bless the federal bureau of investigation Chicago field office Arlington Heights Illinois
God bless Charlie Crist attorney general office for saving my life from these identity thieves from Jamaica using my daughter’s and my passport to travel to Appleton into Mexico Jamaica Canada while I lay bleeding in Florida
God bless the United States of America
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Yolanda Nicholsen
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