Pain Internal Poems

In the depths of my wonders where doubts reside,
Where my darkest secrets eat me up inside,
where my intrusive thoughts and my fears collide,
A world of...

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Brain splitting in two
The mind in constant fission 
To sever the fruit

Consciousness fading
The mind is put asunder 
A crack is shaping

Internal conflict 
My mind afflicted...

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My blood is like cottage cheese. 

Blocking the flow of ease. 

I feel heat in my bones. 

But I cannot move- my body is filled...

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Lights are blinding, so I clinch tightly to this choice, to arise for such an occasion, but the ugliness of it has slapped me back...

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The internal struggle

There's a monster at my door
And I should not let him in,
He's come and gone a thousand times
And now he's back again.

I do...

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i draw a lingering breath,
what is that I hear?
as I contemplate this year,
the coming of death.

“Thirty days hath September”
the leaves chant in brown
autumn arrives, falling...

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My soul lives, but my heart has died
Societal norms and morals I no longer abide

I cast almost all of my humanity aside
to have my inner...

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Rage seems to seep inside me these days
Must exhale and extract the pain,
Without loss there can be no gain
Most dont know that thunder rolls either...

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Had another nightmare
Woke up with a empty stare while the emotions i felt
Still lurked on my minds lair
Wishing she was never there

Slept longer than usual,
Past...

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Silence always echoes 
Walls forever confine 
Time invariably passes 
A world not of mine 

A blindness lingers 
Impedes the light 
Shadows mislead 
Reinforcing my plight...

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Why do I feel this way? 
Feels like I'm being swallowed up by darkness..
Like I'm being shaken until I cry, and yet here I am...

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Like a disease hidden inside.
 Living its own life,
 no physical signs, 
 no bleeding outside.
 The pain is well hidden, 
 Feeds on things...

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A soul with out creation, a core heart with no sensation, a body with out designation, a brain with no stimulation, a mind-less mind, so...

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Peace
Quiet reflection
Internal connection
External reaction
Time for visual extraction
Wisdom from the pearl
Of harmonious being
Searching and seeking
For the truth of life's meaning

Bright colors of the aura
Shine through the...

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Bent over, holding my guts again
Begging God to remove this pain
This old heart, how much can it take
Is there an end where it no longer...

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