Your Not Gone,But Soon You Will Be

If Idon't get to say good bye for one and final time, then know i've alway's loved you more than anyone could. And though you are ill and the diseases you have are painful and kill,know God will comfort you and you'll rest in his arms. You are my mother who I dearly love,you are my friend and alway's have been. We've had our cries,we've had our laughs, we've shared pain,and were both a little insane. How can I say exactly say how i feel, when so far away i cannot show you. I wish i could give you all you deserve, the moon the stars, and all you dreams, take away all the pain,the nightmares,and screams. This reality is all to real, I want to wake up,call an apeal. god is who we must call upon, in times of right,in times of wwrong,in times of joy,and times of pain. He is the one who can save us all! Your soul he will rest,now i'm depressed. Just in case i dont't get to say goodbye. I wish i could hold you and hug you again soon. But when i give you this letter it'll be to late, you will probably be gone. Cancer,serosis,diabetes,and more, I sometimes curse life and it's whores,. You my mother,please know i love you, i love youi because you've alway's loved me, in all i have been andand always a friend. An ear to listen,an eye to see,a hug and a home , A mother in all. times were rough in our growing up, we didn't have much ,and sometimes very por, you gave up alot,even the men that raped us. We our family,barely alive,barely escaped. Nobody knows of the horror we've endured or seen, what we've lived,how cruel,how mean. But we were strong,we made it through it all, we have survived one and for all. now your time is coming to rest, So follow God,He offers his best, A kingdom full of no pain or hate, but of much love and joy. something you so rarely had, you will soon have. So take it and be glad, rejoice and be glad, You will be in Heaven! I love you mom!