X-Ray Vision

Somewhere out of nowhere these feelings came about A lustful, yearning desire appeared without a doubt This time it was me, which made it oh so strange To adjust the way I was feeling, something had to change The vision of his body, his kiss, his touch Is thought about more than often, like wayyy too much The feelings tend to linger as I'm trying to understand What it is exactly I'm feeling about this man I can sense his presence through his smell in a room When I enter quietly hearing my favorite tune The vision in my mind is a sexual chemistry As I sit and lay and think the thoughts of him inside of me Being around him makes me want him more As the adrenaline builds up like never before The stimulation is felt as my heart rate increase And I am longing inside for these fluids to release But to put out this warm, feeling of fire Cannot be done with only one desire I tell him what I'm feeling as it's difficult some days He tells me I'll be alright and I'm just going through a phase He's patient and he listens and this helps me get through During this time of uncertainty when I'm not sure just what to do In many ways we are just alike and would be a perfect fit But I understand the reason and he helps me deal with it I know it will never happen, the vision inside of me For what I was experiencing was my personal fantasy