Those moments of high school,
When you have some personalities,
To me in this case some specific girls,
To some little extent boys,
Who you are in possession,
Of speaking to,
But do it rarely,
Yet you wish you had the chance to do it often.
That sad experience,
When you spent your high school life,
With self retained emotions,
For one,two or more girls,
That seemed your crushes,
But wishes in vain.
You keep wishing she knew how you felt about her,
But never get that chance to express your feelings,
Yet she's the one you seem to think about,
Either because of failure to take the first step,
Or being held back by some specific reasons,
And you just remain in the virtual aspect of it all.
You seem to spend every day with her,
She may be ahead,behind or in the same class level with you,
Yet with all the chances of possessing her,
Just in case you took the first step,
And dreams came true.
You may not even realize her name,
Especially when she's ahead or older than you,
And you have never spoken to her,
Or even asked for her name,
Yet she still remains in the domain of your thoughts..
Sometimes you bypass her,
When you meet each other in the school compound,
With romantic heartfelt thoughts,
Though expressing simple looks,
But most cases you fail to at least say hi?
Day after day,the same story goes on.
And you may end up completing high school,
Or separating in case she goes to another school,
Without taking the "i am a man" step,
To tell her about the emotions and feelings you have for her..
You are drained by dormant feelings about her.
Feelings that never come to pass.
Thanks to social media,
That may pave way for contact between you and her,
Talk of the facebook,wats'up and contacts,
But most cases change nothing,
As far as you never took the first step,
And that's a face to face interaction.
She most cases ignores you even when you text her,
Explaining how feel about her,
Self explanatory because she asks herself,
The reason as to why you never approached her earlier,
Yet you had the full capacity to.
JUST DO IT NOW REGARDLESS THE OUTCOMES..TAKE THE "I AM A MAN" STEP OR ELSE OTHERWISE...STOP WISHING BUT RATHER BE SUSPICIOUS OF THE OUTCOMES AFTER.HOPE FOR GOOD OUTCOMES BECAUSE THEY BUILD A GOOD APPROACH TOWARDS HER.JUST DO IT.
Just in case you persist,you shall regret when it's too late and you have nothing to change about it.IN THE END HEART BREAK MEMORIES ARE ALL YOU POSSESS..
To;ALL DUMB SHY HIGH SCHOOL DUDES.
Written by; Reagan Musore
Copyright © reagan musore | Year Posted 2017