Why I Care, But Pretend I Don'T

Why I care, but pretend I don’t. First, screw you. Second, I’m sorry. Third, it’s not you it’s me. Fourth, sometimes I hear things that aren’t there. Fifth, why is everyone looking at me? Sixth, do I walk weird? Seventh, why do I do sports? Eighth, cause I’m being forced to. Ninth, maybe people will like me if I do this? Tenth, never do that again. Eleventh, sorry mom I just didn’t think. Twelfth, why will no one date me? Thirteenth, stop looking at me! Fourteenth, no one likes a crybaby. Fifteenth, what is wrong with me? Sixteenth, “stop being such a nerd.” Seventeenth, was that a joke? Eighteenth, am I stupid? Nineteenth, how come no one else looks like me? Twentieth, sometimes I hear things that aren’t there.