Who Am I

Somebody help get through this nightmare, If im not the real me Who have i become And who am i really, This is so confusing I cant escape this hell All from the abusing, Im so lost Does anyone care, No longer the same Is anyone there, I rise just to fall again Im falling apart How do i come undone Here in the dark, Whats real and whats not Whats left of me, In this big overwhelming knot. Who do I auta be, Who am i not, Do i change n be the real me Or do i become someone else who am i suppose to be If only i knew what cud have been Who and what i would become If not for the abuse If i wasn't undone My brain has been played with too many times, I try to figure out things By writin' em rhymes, Im tired, Tired of feeling so confused Tired of feeling so awful Tired of being abused.