My Suffering Got Away But Hers Started Today

I lay on the floor, She walks through the door. What have I done? I feel like crying, But i can't because in and reality I'm dying. What have I done?? only my mum are really shattered, I think my life actually mattered. What have I done?! It was an accident, I didn't mean to! I wanna go back, think it through! What have I done!!? But she can't hear me. All I can see, is her misery. What have I done?. I got my suffering to go away, As I did, my mums pain started today. What have I done?...