Trashing Me..

Trashing Me,, My mind says no. But my heart says go. Confused of woman. My spirit wants to explode, People telling me lie’s. Tearing up my relationship for their rise. Constantly having a crushed soul. Just now understanding who is playing this role. Hatred finely has sunken in. Been thinking about hurting this evil person. All the facts, finely added up. Years of hell, the love.. I have lost.. I have learned to let things go, then begin to forgive. Open my heart up, then let my soul be free and live. They can trash me for as long as they want. I know who I am, and so does God.