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Spy Breidenthal -Part 2-

I will never forget the Feast of Tabernacles at Lake Arrowhead I spent my nights there in our beautiful rented house With Spy loyally by my side He slept on my bed and kept me feeling comfortable and happy We cuddled close to each other during the cooler nights When I begin to shiver slightly (I know, I’m such a Californian!) He would warm me up, laying across my neck—a purring scarf During my most emotional prayers, he was there, And he looked at me curiously with his beautiful, yellow-green eyes He never failed to make me smile wide Throughout many hardships, His presence and his love toward me kept me going I know that the memory of him and all the good times we had Will help me endure through the hardships coming He grew up to be a very fine cat He followed me everywhere it seemed, my second shadow Friendlier than most cats I have owned in the past, He got along with everyone in the family People say that cats are very independent and moody —I would say Spy was quite the opposite When he met my friend Allie for the first time, He immediately fell in love with her and rubbed against her legs He even laid on his back showing her his belly When we sat down, he would curl up beside us, Watching inquiringly, wondering what we were doing When six kittens were born on a lovely Sabbath day, Spy would get inside the drawer they were in, Curl up around them and keep them warm Until the mother returned after her meals He was a fantastic father to them, though he was scared at first, Like I presume all fathers are to some degree The only complaints I had for Spy were his morning rituals— Desperate begging out of hunger at odd hours of the morning He liked to lay on my head, yowl loudly in my ear, scratch the walls, Or paw my face if I ignored him in my bed Come to think of it, I also used to get so irritated my him As I would descend down the stairs to my room He would always have the need to race me to the bottom No matter what he had to reach the bottom first and he never failed One time, I was determined to beat him to the bottom, So before he noticed I was shooting down the stairs, I desperately fumbled down the stairway like a maniac When I reached the last few steps, frenzied with soon-to-be glory, Suddenly Spy leaped down the stairs, and jumped right off the side rail, Landing on the bottom on all four feet, ensuring his vivacious victory I must admit, it was pretty damn epic Of course, a sore loser once again, I gave up with a playful glower, Scooping him in my arms, kissing him on the head "You silly thing..." – Was an expression often repeated on various occasions It is hard to express how I feel It is truly like losing a family member Spy is gone now I can see the pain in each family member’s eyes Especially after the trip to Arrowhead, Spy and I, We were like two peas in a pod Thank you for reading I want all of you to know, I am thankful to have you in my life We are blessed to have each other And to share experiences together Let’s make the best out of this life We never know what tomorrow will bring, but let us not fret I am just happy I had the time I had with Spy He will always be a huge part of my life The beginning of Spy's life was a tragedy as well He was thrown out of a moving car with four kittens, and left for dead I was angry at the people then, But now I am at peace, I now pray earnestly for those that harm others The fact that Spy suffered before his death severely saddens me But I am comforted in the fact that he now rests peacefully Spy Breidenthal May 2013-October 18, 2014

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Date: 3/25/2016 12:10:00 AM
Your family sounds very involved. Christmas has always been a nostalgic time for me, and has even inspired a short story of mine that ended up getting published in a magazine. But all in all, I'm not the hugest holiday person (I know that for a lot of people, it causes a lot of unnecessary stress, what with all the gift-giving and so on). It does kinda get on my nerves though when Christians defend the holiday as if it's sacrilege or something (keep the "Christ" in "Christmas") and so forth ...
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 3/25/2016 4:01:00 PM
True, true. I totally understand where you coming from...although for most I know, it's just a time to get together with family, and that's always nice. Congratulations on your publication btw! That's awesome ( : <3 ~Laura
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Timothy Hicks
Date: 3/25/2016 12:11:00 AM
Good luck finding any Bible passage that supports the practice of either Christmas or Easter ... Lol!
Date: 3/24/2016 12:14:00 AM
That's cool that you keep those ancient holidays going (I'm not aware of when they start, and have never been taught them) ... probably a bit more meaning to them than Christmas and Easter that have some very odd roots in their history. How awful that someone was actually going around killing cats for no reason! In my neighborhood, a few years back, some guy at a park was actually leaving chunks of cheese with NAILS in them, so that unsuspecting dogs would bit them, and make their mouths bleed.
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 3/24/2016 9:37:00 AM
Nails???? ugh....why...? :( Poor pups.... --- Yes, they are very meaningful days for my family--I was raised in what peeps would call a nondenominational organization, more christian- based than anything I would say, but when I say Im christian, it doesn't make sense to a lot of christians that I don't celebrate christmas or easter for example. So christian ish XD Passover, Feast of Unleavened Bread and Pentecost are coming up soon and are considered Spring Holy Days. The fall Holy days (Feast of Trumpets, Day of Atonement, Feast of Tabernacles) always fall on work or school days, so it's always a hassle getting that time off haha. But it can convenient for them, since we can work on the usual holidays with no problem. ^....^~Laura
Date: 3/21/2016 11:29:00 PM
What joyous memories you had together, Laura. And I am so happy this narrative ended on a positive. I still remember nights my black pom, Joey, all curled on my hammock outside in the summer. He'd be sleeping on my stomach, while I'd be looking up at the stars ... ooohhh it brings back memories.>>>"You silly thing..." – Was an expression often repeated on various occasions<<< so sweet, Laura. Pets really bring out the best in people. They teach responsibility, are quick to forgive.
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 3/22/2016 9:26:00 AM
And nah, it's totally fine! I get asked that a lot actually. I'm not Jewish, although I do keep friday nights and Saturday as the Sabbath, along with the observance of biblical Passover, Feast of Tabernacles...Pentecost..etc (: ~Laura
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 3/22/2016 9:23:00 AM
Yeah, it was a very sad ending for my buddy Spy. I know he suffered greatly. We found razor blades on the side of the street with blood on them.. Unfortunately he was not the only cat killed in my neighborhood. Someone had been going around during the Halloween month, and a few carcasses showed up after his own as well the following day. I wrote about them as well(it's another poem dedicated to Spy called "Cold Dimensions"). It's really sad that people can act so heartless to an innocent animal. That's the kind of world we live in. Not everything is bleak thankfully, especially the memories.
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Timothy Hicks
Date: 3/21/2016 11:34:00 PM
Just out of curiosity, are you Jewish? The reason I ask is because you say "Feast of Tabernacles" and "Sabbath day" ... hope you don't mind me asking.
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Timothy Hicks
Date: 3/21/2016 11:32:00 PM
And they are a bright spot to any day. Even in Spy's death (tragic though it may be), he's still teaching you, Laura. To forgive others, even those that may not deserve it. The one's who left Spy for dead, when he was little, and the one who ran Spy over. Truly touched.
Date: 8/18/2015 6:52:00 PM
This is a story of life. Pets are very generous toward us, and we are very sorry to see them come to an end. What you say about life is so true, so wonderful SPY taught you some wonderful lessons-or at least is a focal point of ideas. Rather odd that we can learn from a cat. I think Spy would be very proud of you.
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Date: 8/16/2015 5:33:00 PM
A beautiful and sad story Laura. He was still so young. You have some great memories of him. My prayers go out to the soul/souls that did this to him.
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Laura Breidenthal
Date: 8/16/2015 6:06:00 PM
Thanks Tim, for the prayers, and for reading this. Some have said, get over it..after all, he's just a cat..but he was more than just a cat. He was a lovely and special friend... : ) I hope you're doing well. I will go check out some of your newer works soon. ~Laura

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