Self-Resolved

Sometimes... perhaps other time I am here and everywhere To mean I am here but you cannot find The one me in moments unlikely to bear Someone called it self-involved Yet... I'm pretty much everywhere else Can I call it self-resolved? Simply... no one and I truly knew and tells I cannot place myself in reality And I like the idea of being alone Have I spotted the devil in holy humanity? Or perhaps god who simply won't Further and further I drifted from here Closer and closer, I am what I am Further or closer, I am no where near I have life but what I can...? Me... going yet nowhere Perhaps sometime... another time The one me in moments unlikely to bear That someone... in moment's time to never find