Restless Night

Last last night I couldn't sleep Why? Because my mind was restless. Next thing you know I was in a trance. Clear objects floated around right in front of me.I saw a wind- ing road up ahead. It was really cold. Where was I? I didn't see any forms of life anywhere.I felt very light. Like a feather free of baggage. Was I dead?I started floating real fast. Immediately I got scared. I didn't know why I was in such a state.I had to be caught between life and death. I wasn't ready for this. How can I change this? I want to right my wrongs and fall madly in love again.My life can't be over yet. All I want is to be with the one I love. Wait! My love was in bad car accident.He died instantly. That was many moons ago. Then I realized I was in that car ,on that fatal day I'm stuck in purgatory. 1-28-19 Alexis Y.