Only You

If I could choose the right way in the right situation, I would choose you. You’re a picture perfect screen on a rainy day. I was easily lost in the suppleness of you arms. It's perfection because you made it that way. I am a reckless dream that will never again return to normal. But I am here, weather you see or hear from me or not. Reality; he tares at the wounds that were made so long ago, the ones you made me forget when I was around you. Maybe that’s why you’re perfect. He has changed, and all is better till I think of you. That’s why I have my broken moments, at times a broken heart. Who am I to him? Who am I to you, now? I try to think through this, but my head does not know what my heart tells it. Its stronger then my heart. That’s why I am here. Vastly intrigued by you still. Love was once kind, naive, and so easy to fall into. I will never know that kind of gentle again. It makes you and brakes you all in the same moment. As I did to you, It’s dense and yet so clear at times. Perfect couldn’t possibly exist. This distance hurts, My dreams now leave a cold vague image in my head and a fire in my heart that melts my soul… There is an emptiness that only you can fill. Weather it is wrong or right, it is real. Why does it have to be this way? I will only end up bottling my emotions and putting them away, I can hide it well, but you know that. I wish you could be there, Wish you could be my friend. I am sorry I ruined that. My reckless world has brought you closer to my heart and for that I am not sorry. I only regret the loss that is now mine. If perfect does exist, Then perfect is you. I miss you.