One's Inner Mind

Anger and sadness combined into a blend. Expressing your feelings that lie within. Not able to understand or say anything. Your life you live, the impossible seems like a dream. Heated and tired of self-playing games. While hurting others, don't point or say no ones name. Everyone is or should be treated the same. Listening to my heart can make a torch burst into flames. Proving your point on paper, not able to say a word. Can't understand this feeling, feeling lower than a curb. Pain is love, but pain can be worser than that. Because pain falls into anger, leaving sadness without a partner at back. Feeling lost, helpless and hurt within my eyes, I blink. Able to stand, but fall within every 5 steps, I sink. Needing a powerful prayer only signifies that I need God’s help. Pain and unhappiness is something I've always felt. Wishing all my inner feelings I couldn’t ever kept. Wanting to say how I feel, but my words hold me back. Eager to say something, but there's no love on my track. The love I had was bunched into a pack. It was thrown away, while my mind was hacked. Waiting to speak and let my mind flow and go through. Still waiting for my impossible dreams to come true.