No I Don'T Wanna

I spend the night, thinking about the swirl Waiting for the call, I can't fight the qual The whirlpool of spiral demit "What?!" The test ... What they emit, agenda's to suck me in I can't forfeit, I won't, I can't ... "Give in, it gets better" But does it ever? "Take it" I won't, I can't ... Everything you feed me Is everything I'm fond Of but has nothing to do with God Or strengthening the bond "Accept, it's fun" I won't, I can't ... It'll cause great harm "Just seize" I won't, I can't ... You just want me to fall apart And live in part "Perfect, is no one" I'm in a hole but can't Put down the shovel You make edgy seem subtle Trying to sharping it's blunt Edges! My tree has being Planted, but you try to cut Me down, my grass has grown But you try to mow me down The paint has pealed, but You try to relish coat the rut Place me with chicken's And tell me "soon, I shall soar" I won't, I firmly won't give in I abhor your heathendom Get away from me! Try to quench my thirst With profound lust I can't grasp You may come in mass But your just a cloud of profaned mist