Myself Inside.

Why? Why do I have to, Kill myself, Mentally, and Emotionally. Just to be around her, I must do this, so I won't Screw up. Do the Sins of the father really go to the son? And if then to one brother, would it go to the next? Adam and Eve both failed, but a third Perfect being, Jesus passed with flying colors. Would I pass or fail if the Choice was mine? Oh I wish I could tell you, but I know its not time. Oh I wish you could see the Real me, before I kill myself inside. I know you might love me, but I gotta stop hating myself. But when you see the real me, you will know one thing. Its only, Na-tur-al.