My Wish...

I wish i had a wicked heart I am fed up of being cheated I am sick of being played Helping you and paying me back with evil... I am done with it. I wanna put a stop to being taken advantage on I wanna be stone hearted to all that come my way. I wanna be asked a penny and offer no dime. I wanna turn down every little request. I wanna say "no, i don't have" and stick to it I wanna spend all my money all on myself without giving I am done being their scape goat. I wanna treat every little issue in a big way openly I wanna be strong enough to watch people beg without showing mercy. HMMN... As much as i try and wish for all this, The more calm i get ... The more i give out ... The more gentle and meek in attitude i become ... JUST THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT I WISHED FOR ...!