My Silence, I Cannot End

A hatred for myself, I possess A traitor, I have become Spoken to you, I have not Your voice, I have denied For vocal, is my monologue only Your name, inhabiting each sentence A fool, I have become Wronged me, you have never Though cold, I choose to be Blatantly ignoring the person, who has stolen my thoughts In the hope of my enveloped feelings, disappearing Understand my actions, I do not My intentions, are fruitless For the pain that I cause myself Can be sustained by no being As your presence, I need again Though its preciousness, I can afford no more My direction from here, is as I must My eyes shall be your followers still Whilst my heart shall seek another For reciprocation, my words fear now Another does not need to forgive Only to you, has my silence been