My Besttttt Friend! Who Left Such a Pain In My Heart!

My friend! As the kids say in the TV ad My bestttt friend! But; He left a twinge in my heart Before he departed He gave no sign of no-return! I sit in my terrace alone Feeling that loneliness A deep inside silence That he left on my surroundings That he wounded on my heart Still aching and not able to come to terms Not able to reconcile myself; The vacant chair before me Revives my pain in my heart The silence in the ambience Fears my feelings further The sounds generated by my family and my pet Makes no consolation makes no concession My family is around taking care of me Getting my coffee getting my supper On time on demand But I sit in my chair Staring at stars! Finishing small after large after small and on! But some vacuum feeling is squeezing my heart Some frustration some helplessness Is chasing me from dawn to dusk That vacant chair before me! Causing pain in my heart Those were the evenings We spent moments of Sharing laughing politics Current affairs, movies and families! Wealth and health! He too was irresponsible He left that pain in my heart He left such a vacuum for all He ought to have taken care of his heart but he allowed it to block; and left a pain in our hearts! Forever! krishna Baalu