Momma, Help Me!

mom you were there but not mentally you were somewhere else working on your next gig how you were going finish your life but your didn't relize that- i was dyin' the drugs and emotional strife took it's toll killn' me and you were there just watching it happen while you lived your life not involved with anyone elses why wont you help me? why wont you help me from- my problem i know why ... cause you are too come momma please help me and yourself be who you truelly are be you i need this or else i wont make it please bring that heart beat back bring it right here to my heart and stay there where i can keep you with me forever.