Love Me, Leave Me

oh i understand now you never loved me did you? how, when I loved you so your lusty comments were just that a momentary infatuation and now I’m cracked i think you are too why did you pretend nothing was wrong? for so long now there’s nothing hate me, curse me so at least I know you feel something(anything) not this unbearable quiet then I can be pissed then I can cry then I can finally move on when will you let me free? let me be done don’t leave me broken -living on my medication blurring the time between pills- but please release me or I’ll break again and again until you finally leave