Letting It Out-The Truth

So So here i am again falling apart again slowly dyeing again why am i here again... i hide behind my outfits and black emo-cut hair i cry behind my happiness why can you see dont you care? I find myself in the wrong even when i want the right iv been this way for so long cant you see that my heads not right? help me teach me bleed me rape me cant you see whats going on love me hate me free me kill me cant you tell whats going wrong? so here i am falling apart again slowly dieing again i cant be here again.. cause i hide behind my drugs and the false happiness they bring pretending im one of these thugs on my arm the track marks sting dont leave my side i need your help please god dont hide theres on-one else i need you now but you cant see now i realize you'll be the death of me.