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Letter From a Classic Archetypal Dope, January 4, 1960 - Part Three
Letter From a Classic Archetypal Dope, January 4, 1960 - Part Three
Part Three
Did you not notice then
How uneasy I was in the eye of abundance
How hiding from the surfeit of joy
From whose very object I
Learned not to cry
And so all through with fear
Fear opening fresh fear
Without respite, without cause
Deft day handling stolen night
Within the walls of our breath
Smarting, whining
Nudging through illusory pretences
Waking and making our presence
Forever shy of ourselves
As if all this were not true
Heart closing on heart
Excreting gratitude
You have done your part
What more could I ask
Could you then blame me that I fought
Every step of your way to me
For what I was worth to you
I was ready as a knave to soot
And when indeed you took a man
You took to bed a goon not a man
Though we account for ourselves
and whatever we have accounted for
We do not take ourselves apart
and when we have to account for ourselves
between you and me
Then what we have to account for is three
You, the goon, and the man or me
But when we have nothing to account for
There is but one lonesome count
And so you came to me
A thwarted child
and you told me
"You .... Me"
© T. Wignesan - Paris, 1957 (from Tracks of a Tramp. Kuala Lumpur-Singapore: Rayirath Publications, 1961.) Rev. 2012.
Copyright © T Wignesan | Year Posted 2012
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