Juliet, Thank You

Isn't it funny how much things change Isn't it funny how much we crave the things that never turn out right like how for 11 years we crave growing older, growing up to finally realizing there's these sets of rules and stupid handbooks we have to read and follow read and obey How did they conceal it so well from us internet videos and tv screens? Good to know... But one thing I've known to never change no matter how combative I became no matter how many tempers flared and we became unaware no matter how the passing of time kept us further and further apart Juliet, I've always had you at my side Juliet, You were always the one to pick me up Juliet, somehow you always found a way to see something better in me when all I saw in my self were battle scars and a pile of dust Juliet, Juliet how do you do it stay so cheerful and optimistic Juliet, Juliet how do you smile so often and say it's okay I'm just the lover I guess I'll never understand just doomed to wonder Juliet, Juliet We have said Forever and Always Always and Forever I'm never taking it back but Juliet, Juliet I don't know if I'll ever say it when your hands are within mine but Juliet, Juliet I can't promise anything or leave anything behind I'm behind schedule in my plans and what I hoped to accomplished I've been stuck in a rut since the last time I said, 'Hey I'm on my way' Juliet, Juliet I'm tangled up in you and my eyes speak to you everyday that I love you No matter what it will never change or fade just promise me, promise me in acoustics or in a calm gentle tone say that you feel the same I don't know what I'm trying to say guess I'm swept up in the emotion of hitting rock bottom again for I remember everytime you force a laugh from my voice force a smile upon my lips and then I turn out fine for awhile until your face disappears from my gaze then square one comes back to be my home Oh well, it happens well only to me... anyway I just wanted to say thank you for always staying with me for always just being you for always looking as gorgeous as you do I don't know...I don't know but these words know it for me Thank you Always and Forever Forever and Always