In Shape, In Place, In Line

The only thing I fear is when you're not near I cant stand to suffer through this pain and all this stuff is making me go insane I'm gonna do anything just to be with you I'm gonna try to hold my ground, be bullet proof ill never let you down again and ill do anything just to make amends sitting here and dazing of why things aren't amazing the path I've chosen to go became so lonely, so cold all of the sacrifices that I have made ill do anything just for you and me to stay I'm just so sick of all of this its pointless, ridiculous I stand here and try to hold myself together when I cry I hate this feeling, like I wanna crawl up in a shell wishin' to die it feels like this is turning into a routine saying things, doing things that we don't even mean and I stand here to feel myself burn freaking out cause I don't know which way my head should turn this relationship we got isn't a game so stop playing and causing each other pain I wish I had a time machine and turn back time when everything was still in shape, still in place, still in line.