I'M Falling

I’m falling And I’m calling But it’s pulling me down I’m trying As I’m crying Out Without a sound God I’m losing My hearts bruising I’m laying on the ground Looking up From this dump With a heart that’s been tore Hoping As I’m groping Crawling on the floor And I can’t see the light through my tears as I lay in this bed in the dark of the night And I can’t find my way through this maze through this haze like I’m blind through the days Crying out looking up feeling weak with my fears all alone in this room full of doubt drenched with tears Darkness morning Blood it’s pouring covering all of me Life I’m gripping Slowing slipping Losing all I see I’m Longing For belonging I just want to be free I’m Hating It’s grating Wondering what I’ll be Kneeling down call his name trembling hand stretching up hear my prayer see my shame Look past all I’ve done look with love in my heart at my hopes at my dreams at my life from above I’m spinning Cus I’m sinning And I can’t seem to stop I’m losing The life I’m choosing I cant’ see the top I’m regretting It’s betting The choices I make Is it ending Or mending Or is it all just fake And I cant, see the light through my tears as I lay in this bed in the dark of the night And I can’t find my way through this maze through this haze like I’m blind through the days